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direenscious
ofaakekatharinerealizetheiortance
ofthishshediscussedsoolly;as
thoughshe;too;hadsacrificedaryherselfhad
sacrificedthesheglovesceased;and
katharine;aftertennutes;begantokevents
prelinarytodepartureatthesightofthis;rywas
aallyahingstonightof
anotherverystrongdesire;kathariobeallowed
togo;todisappearintothefree;happyworldof
irresponsibleindividualsshestbedetorealize
tofeel
“idontquitesee;”shesaid;asifkatharinehadchallenged
herexplicitly;“hohingsbeingastheyare;any
oneething”
“nobuthohings”
rypressedherlips;andsledironically;shehad
katharineatherrcy;sheuld;ifsheliked;discharge
uponherheadingproofofthestate
ofthingsignoredbythecasual;theateur;thelooker
on;thecynicalobserveroflifeatadistanceandyetshe
hesitatedasusual;alkh
katharine;shebegantofeelrapidalteationsofopinion
abouther;arroionstrikingstrangely
throughtheenvelopeofpersonality;ersusso
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nvenientlyfrourfelloanegoist;howaloof
she;notinherinher
voice;inherface;inherattitude;thereweresignsofa
softbroodingspirit;ofasensibilityunbluntedandprofound;
playingoverherthoughtsanddeeds;andinvesting
henerents
andphrasesofclactonfellflatagainstsuch
arr
“youllberried;andyoullhaveotherthingstothink
of;”shesaidinnsequently;andhanaccentofndescension
sheakekatharineunderstand
inasend;asshe
atthestofsuchpainnokatharineobehappy;
katharinearyokeepthisknowledge
oftheiersonallifeforherselfthethoughtof
heringsrenunciationstunghescience;andshe
triedtoexpandonpersonalndition
ustcheck
thisdesiretobeanindividualagain;ere
innflicththoseofotherpeoplesherepentedof
herbitteess
katharinenoaking;she
haddraheras
ifinsearetrivialsayingtoendh
theresopicture;orclock;orchestofdrah
ghtbesingledoutfooticesothingpeaceable
andfriendlytoendtheunfortableinterviehe
greenshadedlabutintheer;andilluned
booksandpensandblottingpapertheof
theplacestartedanothertrainofthoughtandstruckher
asenviablyfree;insuoneuldworkone
uldhavealifeofonesown
“ithinkyoureverylucky;”sheobserved“ienvyyou;
livingaloneandhavingyourohings”andengaged
inthisexaltedionorengage
ntring;sheaddedinheroind
ryslipspartedslightlysheuldnotnceivein
respectskatharine;erely;uldenvyher
“idontthinkyouvegotanyreasontoenvy;”she
said
“perhapsonealherpeople;”katharine
observedvaguely
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“youvegoteverythingthatanyonecan”
katharinereinedsilentshegazedintothefirequietly;
andhoutatraceofselfnsciousnessthehostility
pletely
disappeared;andsheforgotthatshehadbeenuponthe
pointofgoing
“length“andyeti
sotisthink”shepaused;shedidnotknowhow
toexpresseant
“iteinthetubetheotherday;”sheresud;
ile;“akesthesepeople
gooneherthantheotheritsnotlove;itsnot
reason;ithinkitstbesoideaperhaps;ry;our
affectionsaretheshadohereisnt
anysuchthingasaffectioninitself”shespokehalf
ckingly;askingherquestion;roubled
tofra;notofry;orofanyoneinparticular
buttheedtorydatchetshalloilious;
ldblooded;andcynicalallinoneallheatural
instincts
“iheoppositehinking;yousee;”shesaid
“yes;iknoharinereplied;lookingather
asifnoething
veryiortant
ryuldnothelpfeelingthesilicityandgood
faiththatlaybehindkatharineswords
“ithinkaffectionistheonlyreality;”shesaid
“yes;”saidkatharine;alstsadlysheunderstoodthat
rypossibleto
presshertorevealreofthisexaltedndition;she
uldonlyrespectthefactthat;insofeases;life
arrangeditselfthussatisfactorilyandpassonsherose
toherfeetacrdinglybutryexclaid;istakable
eaestness;thatshestnotgo;thattheyt
soseldothatsheuch
kathariheeaestnesshh
shespokeitseedtoherthatthereuldbenoindiscretion
inntioningralphbyna
seatingherself“fortennutes;”shesaid:“bythe
toldheogiveupthebar
andliveintheuntryhashegonehewasbeginning
totellaboutit;errupted”
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nightandday
“hethinksofit;”saidrybrieflytheloratonce
catoherface
“itharineinher
decidedway
“youthinkso”
“yes;becauseheethinghwhile;he
yfatheralhathesthe
strerkableoftheyoungn”
rybentlohefireandstirredthealbetween
thebarsentionofralph
hadrousedostirresistibledesireto
explaintoherthetruestateofthecasebetweenherself
andralphshekhetoneofhervoice;thatin
speakingofralphshehadnodesiretoproberyssecrets;
ortoins
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inuateanyofherooreover;sheliked
katharine;shetrustedher;shefeltarespectforherthe
firststepofnfidenceparativelysile;buta
furthefidencehadrevealeditself;askatharinespoke;
ple;andyetitiresseditselfupon
herasanecessity;shesttellkatharineitwas
usttell
katharihatralphhher
“idontknoeanstodo;”shesaidhurriedly;
seekingtiagainstthepressureofheroion
“ivenotseenhiincechrists”
katharinereflectedthatthiser
all;shehadsunderstoodthepositionshehe
habitofassung;hohatsheherunobservant
ofthefinershadesoffeeling;andshenotedher
presentfailureasanotherproofthatsheical;
abstractndedperson;betterfittedtodealhfigures
thanenandenanyhow;
rodneywouldsayso
“andnow”shesaid
“oh;pleasestay”ryexclaid;puttingoutherhand
tostopherdirectlykatharinevedshefelt;inarticulately
andviolently;thatsheuldnotbeartolethergo
ifkatharine;heronlychanceofspeaking;
heronlyethingtrendouslyiortant
halfadozento
harinesattention;andputflightandfurther
silencebeyondherpoe
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toherlips;herthroatanddrovethebr 》
backafterall;shensidered;whyshouldshespeak
becauseitisright;herinstincttol