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stateofnervesthatihadtoforceselftoeapage
ortyheadaskdenha
helltellyouhoetonenight;helltellyou
astatehefoundin”
katharinestartedentionof
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ralphsnathethoughtofthenversationinh
heducthadbeendeasubjectfordiscussionh
denhaousedheranger;but;assheinstantlyfelt;she
hadscarcelytherighttogrudgeanyuseofher
na;seeinghadbeenfrobr 》
firsttolastandyetdenhahehadavieasa
judgeshefiguredhitelyancesofher
levityinthissinine
ralityandgrufflydisssingbothherandherfaly
ehalfsarcastic;halftolerantphrasehsealed
herdooasfarasheonceed;foreverhaving
thiolately;thesenseofhischaracterrong
inherthethoughtapleasantoneforaproud
an;butshehadyettoleatheartofsubduingher
expressionhereyesfixedupontheground;herbrows
draaveryfairpictureofthe
resentntthatsheontrolacertain
degreeofapprehension;oinatingin
akindoffear;hadaleredintohisloveforher;
andhadincreased;rathertohissurprise;inthegreater
intientbeneathhersteady;ex
elarysurfaceranaveinofpassionedto
hiopletelyirrational;foritnever
tookthenorlandhis
doings;and;indeed;healstpreferredthesteadygood
sense;arkedtheirrela
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tionship;toa
reronticbondbutpassionshehad;heuldnot
denyit;andhithertohehadtriedtoseeiteloyedin
histhoughtsuponthelivesofthechildreno
bebotothe
“sheakeaperfeotherofsons;”
hethought;butseeinghersittingthere;glooandsilent;
hebegantohavehisdoubtsonthispoint“afarce;
afarself“shesaidthatourrriage
esuddenlyaware
oftheirsituation;sittingupontheground;angthe
deadleaves;notfiftyyardsfroheinroad;sothatit
eonepassingtoseeandregnize
thehebrushedoffhisfaceanytracethatght
reinofthatunseeyexhibitionofetionbuthe
oretroubledbykatharinesappearance;asshesat
raptinthoughtupontheground;thanbyhisohere
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nightandday
ethingiropertohinherselfforgetfulness
annaturallyalivetothenventionsofsociety;he
enonceed;
andespeciallyiftheenhappenedtobeinanyway
nnectedhenoticedhdistressthelong
strandofdarkhairtouchinghershoulderandthree
deadbeechleavesattachedtoherdress;buttorecall
hedintheirpresentcircutancestoasenseof
thesedetailspossibleshesatthere;seengunnscious
ofeverythinghesuspectedthatinhersilence
shehehatshewould
thinkofherhairandofthedeadbeechleaves;h
oreiediateiortanthananything
elseindeed;thesetriflesdretention
strangelyfroisoind;
forrelief;xingitselfostcurious
hurryandtultinhisbreast;alstncealinghis
firstsharpsenseofbleakandoveringdisappointnt
inordertorelievethisrestlessnessandclosea
distressinglyillorderedscene;heroseabruptlyandhelped
katharioherfeetshesledalittleatthenute
carehidiedherandyet;whenhebrushed
thedeadleavesfroiso;sheflinched;seeing
inthataan
“;”shesaid;“iarryyouiake
youhappy”
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theafteoonhetwo
other;caouton
thehighroadbeyondtheoutskirtsoflinlnthehigh
road;astheybothfelt;tersuitedtothisretu
joueythantheopenuntry;andforthefirstleor
sooftheindralph
hepassageoftheothe
heath;hetheninutesthat
hehadspentinedeachword
hthecarethatascholardisplaysupontheirregularities
ofanancienttextheinedthattheglow;
theroneetingshouldnot
paintustinfutureregardassoberfactson
hersidery;notbecauseherthoughtstook
chhandling;butbecausehedseedetyof
thoughtasherheartoffeelingonlyralphspresence;as
sheknebness;forsheuldforesee
atioflonelinessanyvarietiesofpainwould
besetheratthepresentnthereffortopre
servesheuldofthe;for
supseofherloveso
involuntarilyrevealedtoralphinthelightofreasonit
didnotchtter;perhaps;butitinctto
becarefulofthatvisionofherselfhkeepspaceso
evenlybesideeveryoneofus;andhadbeendagedby
hefessionthegraynightingdohe
untryoher;andshethoughtthatoneof
thesedaysshefortinsittinguponthe
earth;alone;beneathatreelookingthroughthedarkness;
sherkedtheshetreeralph
deherstartbysayingabruptly;
“iosayerruptedat
lunchericaishalle;tooit
cantbehardertoeaalivingtherethanitishere
hoary;thati
arryyouwell;doyousay”hespoke
firy;inhis
“youknoebythisti;thegoodandthebad;”he
yteersivetriedtoletyou
knoyfaultswell;ary”
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nightandday
shesaidnothing;butthisdidnotseeostrikehi
“instportantways;asyou
said;herandhinkalikeibelieve
youaretheonlypersonintheh
happilyandifyoufeelthesaaboutasyoudo;
dontyou;ryakeeachotherhappy”
herehepaused;andseedtobeinnohurryforan
ansed;indeed;tobentinuinghisown
thoughts
“yes;butifraidiuldntdoit;”rysaidatlast
thecasualandratherhurriedhshespoke;
togetherhthefactthatsheheexactopposite
ofso
chthatheinstinctivelyloosenedhisclaspuponher
adshehdrequietly
“youuldntdoit”heasked
“no;iuldntrryyou;”shereplied
“youdonte”
shedenoanswer
“ary;”hesaid;ustbe
anarrantfool;forithoughtyoudid”theywalkedfora
nuteortuedtoher;
lookedather;andexary
yourenottellingthetruth”
“iootiredtoargue;ralph;”shereplied;tuingher
headahi“iaskyoutobelieveisayi
cantrryyou;idontarryyou”
thevoiceinatedthislythe
voieextretyofanguishthatralphhad
noursebuttoobeyherandassoonasthetoneofher
voihisnd;
hefoundhielfbelievingthatshehadspokenthetruth;
forhehadbutlittlevanity;andsoonherrefusalseed
anaturalthingtohiheslippedthroughallthegrades
ofdespondenofabsolute
gloofailureseedtorkthewholeofhislife;he
hadfailedhkatharine;andnoh
ryupatoncesprangthethoughtofkatharine;and
;butthishechecked
instantlynogoodhadeveretohiroatharine;
hisadeupof
dreandashethoughtoftheli