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；butthishechecked
instantlynogoodhadeveretohiroatharine；
hisadeupof
dreandashethoughtofthelittlesubstancethere
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virginiawoolf
hadbeeninhi
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sdreahebegantolaytheblaofthe
presents
“haventialhinkingofkatharinewhilei
ighthavelovedryifithadntbeen
forthatidioinesheeonce；iertain
ofthat；butitotedhersoyhursthat
iletchancesslip；andnoarrying
andthisisadeoflifenothing；nothing；
nothing”
thetraoftheirbootsuponthedryroadseedto
asseveratenothing；nothing；nothingrythoughtthat
thissilencehesilenceofrelief；hisdepressionshe
ascribedtothefactthathehadseenkatharineandparted
froer；leavingherinthepanyofrodney
sheuldnotblahiorlovingkatharine；butthat；
arryhibr 》
thatseedtoherthecruellesttreacherytheiroldfriendship
anditsfiraseuponindestructiblequalitiesof
charactercruled；andheredfoolish；
herselferelytheshellof
anhonestnoh；thepastsochdeupofralph；
andnoadeupofsothingstrangeand
falseandotherthanshehadthoughtitshetriedto
recaptureasayingshehaddetohelpherselfthat
ing；asralphpaidthebillforluncheon；butshe
uldseehiayingthebillrevividlythansheuld
reerthephrasesothingabouttruth；
hooseethetruthisourgreatchanceinthisworld
“ifyoudontarry；”ralphnowbeganagain；
houtabruptness；hdiffidencerather；“thereisno
needoseeeachother；isthereor
herthatforthe
present”
“keepapartidontknoustthinkaboutit”
“tellohing；ry；”heresud；“haveidone
anythingtokeyouindabout”
shenselytetedtogiveoheatural
trustinhirevivedbythedeepandnoelancholy
tonesofhisvoiofherlove；andof
edlikelythat
she；thecertainty
thathedidnotloveher；nfirdbyeverywordofhis
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nightandday
proposal；forbadeanyfreedofspee
speakandtofeelherselfunabletoreply；ostrained
inherreplies；e
orepliantanwould
havetakenthischanceofanexplanation；everrisks
attaarysfidresolute
teerantthereionintheideaofself
abandonnt；lettheotionriseeversohigh；
sheuldnotshuthereyestoshenceivedtobe
thetruthhersilencepuzzledralphhesearchedhis
ryforighthavedeher
thinkbadlyofhiinhispresentodinstancesca
buttooquithisculnating
proofofhisbasenessthathehadaskedhertorry
hiaproposalwereselfish
andhalfhearted
“youneedntansly“therearereasons
enough；iknousttheykillourfriendship；
ryletkeepthat；atleast”
“oh；”shethoughttoherself；hasuddenrushof
anguishhreateneddisastertoherselfrespect；
“ithasetothistothisouldhavegiven
hiverything”
“yes；ness
sheuldster
“ishallyourfriendship；”hesaidheadded；“if
youfinditpossible；letseeyouasoftenasyoucan
theoftenerthebetterishallyourhelp”
sheprosedthis；andtheylyof
thingsthathadnoreferencetotheirfeelingsatalkh；
initsnstraint；
onerereferenceadetothestateofthings
betlatethatnight；hhadgone
toherrooandthetenhadstuledoffto
bedinsuchastateofsleepthattheyhardlyfeltthefloor
beneaththeirfeetafteradaysshooting
rydretlenearertothefire；forthe
logseofnightitwas
hardlyralphwasreading；
butshehadnotietithathiseyesinstead
offolloheprintherabovethepage
thatcatoweighuponher
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virginiawoolf
ndshehadnottogive
adeherrebitterlycertain
that；ifshegaveoherownwish
andnottohisbutshehaddeteedthattherewasno
reasonicencehe
causeofhissufferingtherefore；althoughshefoundit
painful；shespoke：
“youaskedifihadchangedndaboutyou；
ralph；”shesaid“ithinktheresonlyohingwhen
youaskedtorryyou；idontthinkyouantit
thatdeangryforthentbefore；youdalways
spokenthetruth”
ralphsbooksliddohe
floorherestedhisforeheadonhishandandlookedinto
thefireheryingtorecalltheexacth
hehaddehisproposaltory
“ineversaidilovedyou；”hesaidatlast
sheforsayinghe
did；forthis；afterall；entofthetruthh
shehadvooliveby
“andtorriageh
while；”shesaid
“notgoingtopressyou；”hesaid“isee
youdontarrybutlovedontalka
greatdealofnonsenseaboutiteani
believeioregenuinelythanninenout
oftencarefortheentheyreinlovehitsonlya
storyonekesupinonesndaboutanotherperson；
andoneknoeitisnttrueofurseone
knoakingcarenottodestroythe
illusionoakestoooften；orto
bealonefortoolongtogetheritsapleasant
illusion；butifyourethinkingoftherisksofrriage；it
seetothattheriskofrryingapersonyourein
loveethinglossal”
“idontbelieveaoreyou
dont；either；”sherepliedhanger“ho
agree；ionlyedyoutounderstand”sheshiftedher
position；asifshetogoaninstinctivedesire
topreventherfroeavingtherooaderalphriseat
thispointandbeginpacingupanddopty
kitchen；checkinghisdesire；eachtihereachedthe
217
nightandday
door；toopenitandstepoutintothegardenaralist
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ghthavesaidthatatthispointhisndshouldhave
beenfullofselfreproachforthesufferinghehadcaused
onthentrary；heelyangry；hthenfused
iotentangerofoneselfunreasonably
butefficientlyfrustratedherappedbythe
illogianlifetheobstaclesinthewayofhis
desireseedtohiurelyartificial；andyetheuld
seenoovingtheryshetoneof
hervoiceeven；angeredhiforshe
shebledddleofaworld
pedesthesensiblelifeheo
slahedoororbreakthehindlegsofachair；forthe
obstacleshadtakensosuchcuriouslysubstantialshape
inhisnd
“idoubtthatonehunbeingeverunderstandsanother；”
hesaid；stoppinginhisrchandnfronting
ryatadistanceofafe
“suchdaedliarsaswe
e；dont；butthe
positionyoutakeupaboutlove；andnotseeingeach
otherisntthatresentintalityyouthinkive
behavedverybadly；”hentinued；asshedidnotspeak
“ofurseibehavebadly；butyoucantjudgepeopleby
easuringright
andhafootrulethatsyourealways
doing；ry；t