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absorbingtrainofthought；“hofeelings
isntitbetteottotalksoch；nottobeworryingalways
aboutsllthingsthatdontreallytter”
“thatsthequestionprecisely；”heexclaid“ionly
ethattheydonttterthereare
tisindifferenttoeverythingiain；
iveathousandfaults；butyouknoheyrenoteverything；
youknoareforyou”
“andifisaythatie”
“sayit；katharinesayitasifyouantitke
feelthatyoue”
sheuldnotforceherselftospeakaher
aroundtheandthehorizonted
outbyisttoaskherforpassionorforcertainty
seedlikeaskingthatdaprospectforfiercebladesof
fire；orthefadedskyfortheintensebluevaultofjune
heonnootellherofhisloveforher；inwords
poftruth；
butnoneofthistouchedher；until；ingtoagate
y；heheaveditopenhhisshoulder；
stilltalkingandtakingnoacuntofhiseffortthe
virilityofthisdeediressedher；andyet；norlly；she
attachednovaluetothepoesthe
strengthofscleshasnothingtodoonthefaceofit
hthestrengthofaffections；nevertheless；shefelta
suddennceforthispooeonher
acunt；binedhadesiretokeeppossession
ofthatstrangelyattractivesculinepoade
herrouseherselffroertorpor
plytellhihetruthh
inastystateofnd
hinghaditsrightshapeorsizethatitwas
deplorable；butthatarriagewas
outofthequestionshedidnotarryanyone
shee
bleaknortheor；andtherestudytheticsand
thesytywordswouldexplain
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nightandday
thehehadceasedtospeak；he
hadtoldheroncerehowhelovedherandwhyshe
suonedherurage；fixedhereyesuponalightning
splinteredashtree；and；alstasifshewerereadinga
ingfixedtothetrunk；began：
“iake
youhappyihaveneverlovedyou”
“katharine”heprotested
“no；never；”sherepeatedobstinately“notrightlydont
yousee；ididntknoiwasdoing”
“youlovesooneelse”hecuthershort
“absolutelynoone”
“henry”hedended
“henryishouldhavethought；；evenyou”
“thereissoone；”hepersisted“therehasbeena
changeinthelastfeetobe
honest；katharine”
“ifiuld；iwould；”shereplied
“eyouarry；then”he
dended
ontofpessisasuddenn
victionoftheundeniableproseoflife；alapseofthe
illusionidweenheaven
andearth；adesperateattettorencileherselfh
faont；asof
adreaedtoherantofsurrender
buthesefordoing
shehaddonesheshookherheadverysad
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ly
“butyourenotaoods；”
rodneypersisted“youuldnthaveacceptedifyou
hadntloved”hecried
asenseofheroisbehavior；hshehadsucceeded
inkeepingfroerbysharpeninghesciousness
ofrodneysfaults；noost
overedherparisonh
thefactthathecaredforheruesin
parison
inaflashthenviost
sinofallstaeditselfuponherinstthought；and
shefeltherselfbrandedforever
hehadtakenherarandheldherhandfiryinhis；
norhadshetheforcetoresistedtoher
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virginiawoolf
hisenoruslysuperiorstrengthverywell；shewould
subt；ashertherandherauntandsten；
perhaps；hadsubtted；andyetsheknehatevery
sendofsuchsubssiontohisstrengthond
oftrea
“ididsayiarryyou；butitwaswrong；”she
forasifto
annuleventheseengsubssionofthatseparatepart
ofher；“foridontloveyou；；youvenoticedit；
everyonesnoticedit；ending
oldyouilovedyou；ii
kneobeuntrue”
asnoneofheredtoheratalladequateto
represent；andehasized
theght
haveuponanpletely
takenabackbyfindingheraruddenlydropped；then
shesaoststrangelyntorted；washelaughing；
itflashedaontshesaw
thatheentatthisapparition
shestoodaghastforasendhadesperate
sensethatthishorrorst；atallsts；bestopped；she
thenputherarabouthidreont
uponhershoulder；andledhin；rringwordsof
nsolation；untilheheavedagreatsightheyheldfast
toeachother；hertears；too；randoheeks；and
hquitesilentnoticingthedifficultyhh
heeextrelassitudeinher
obs；sheproposedthattheyshouldrestforant
hebrackenh
anoaktreeheassentedoncerehegavea
greatsigh；andhachildlikeunnsciousness；
andbegantospeakhoutatraceofhis
previousangertheideacatoherthattheywerelike
thechildreninthefairytaleinawood；
andindshenoticedthescatteringof
deadleavesallroundthee
oheaps；afootorthere
“ofeelthis；katharine”hesaid；
“foritisnttruetosaythatyouvealit
ihefirstnighthat
yourclotheshadbeenleftbehindstill；hefault
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nightandday
inthatiuldproseyounevertointerferehyour
itiairs
hhenryperhapsishotooopenlybut
thatsnotunreasonableeitherwhenonesengagedask
yourtherandnohisterriblething”hebrokeoff；
unableforthenttoproceedanyfurther“thisdecision
yousayyouveetohaveyoudiscussedit
other；forexale；orhenry”
“no；no；ofursenot；”shesaid；stirringtheleavesh
herhand“butyoudontunderstand；”
“helptounderstandyou”
“youdontunderstand；ian；realfeelings；how
uldyouiveonlynoselfbutihavent
gotthesortoffeelinglove；ianidontkno
tocallit”shelookedvaguelytohehorizonsunk
underst”but；anyhoarriagewould
beafarce”
“hothiskindofanalysisis
disastrous”heexclaid
“ishouldhavedoneitbefore；”shesaidglooly
“youkeyourselfthinkthingsyoudontthink；”he
ntinued；beingdenstrativehhishands；as
hisnnere；katharine；beforee
herelyhappyyouwerefullofplansfor
ourhousetheeerlike
anyotheranarriednow；foo
reasonever；youbegintofretaboutyourfeeling
andaboutfeeling；htheusualresultiassureyou；
katharine；ivebeenthroughitallselfatoii
yselfabsurdquestionse
tonothingeitheryouaysayso；is
sooccupationtotakeyououtofyourselfhis
rbidodesonifithadntbeenforpoetry；i
assureyou；ishouldoftenhavebeenverychinthe
sastateselftoletyouintoasecret；”hentinued；
ost
assured；“iveoftengonehofroeeingyouinsucha
stateofnervesthatihadtoforceselftoeapage
ortyheadaskdenha
helltellyouhoetonenight；hell