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“thereasonofourloneliness;”shesed;andthey
e
“arried”heaskedabruptly;h
achangeoftone
“nottillsepteer;ithinkitsbeenputoff”
“youbelonelythen;”hesaid“acrdingto
peoplesay;rriageisaveryqueerbusinesstheysay
itsdifferentfronythingelseitybetrueiveknown
oneortstobetrue”hehoped
thatsheadeno
replyhehaddonehisbesttosterhielf;andhis
voiceented
hisheofrodneyof
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heroainentof
hersoulindarkness
“itybeputoffevenlongerthanthat;”shesaid;as
ifbyanafterthought“sooneintheofficeisill;and
hastotakehisplae
tiinfact”
“thatsratherhardonhiisntit”ralphasked
“hehashissofthings
thatinteresthiiknoothatplace;”she
brokeoff;pointingtoaphotograph“buticantreer
isoh;ofurseitsoxfordnoabout
yourttage”
“iotgoingtotakeit”
“hoind”shesled
“itsnotthat;”hesaidiatiently“itsthatito
beanseeyou”
“ourpactisgoingtoholdinspiteofallivesaid”
sheasked
“forever;sofarasiceed;”hereplied
“youregoingtogoondreangandiginingand
kingupstoriesaboutasyouhestreet;
andpretendingthat;orlanding
onanisland”
“noishallthinkofyouorderingdinner;payingbills;
doingtheacunts;shoherelics”
“thatsbetter;”shesaid“youetorrow
inglookingupdatesinthedictionaryofnational
biography”
“andforgettingyourpurse;”ralphadded
atthisshesled;butinanothethersle
faded;eitherbecauseofhisheh
hespoketheshetingthingshe
saoredidheseelooking
atsothingshehadnevershooanybody
notsothingsoprofoundthatthenotionofhisseeing
italstshoont
sheseeduponthepointofspeaking;butlookingat
hinsilence;edtoaskshe
uldnotputintogood
night
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likeastrainofsic;theeffectofkatharinespresence
slotheroonalonethe
sielodyhestrained
toontthe
rylulledhintopeace;butsoonitfailed;andhe
pasohungryforthesoundtoeagain
thatheherdesireleftinlifeshe
hadgonehadbeen
cutinhisurse;dohetideofhisbeingplunged
indisorder;felluponrocks;flungitselftodestruction
thedistresshadaneffectofphysicalruinanddisaster
hetreled;hee;hefeltexhausted;asifbya
greatphysicalefforthesankatlastintoachairstanding
oppositeheretyone;andrked;chanically;
hhiseyeupontheclock;hofartherand
fartherfroienoless;
againhrodneybutitouldrealize
thesefacts;theiensedesireforherpresence
;intofroth;intoahazeof
etionthatrevedallfactsfroisgrasp;andgave
histrangesenseofdistanaterial
shapesofhhewassurrounded
theprospectofthefuture;nohatthestrengthofhis
passion;appalledhi
therriageber;shehad
said;thatallo;then;sixfullnthsino
undergotheseterribleextresofetionsixnths
oftorture;andafterthatthesilenceofthegrave;the
isolationoftheinsane;theexileofthedaed;atbest;
alifefroechiefgoodwasknowinglyandfor
everexcludedaniartialjudgeghthaveassuredhibr 》
thathischiefhopeofrev
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erylayinthissticteer;
anuan
beingslongpossessintheeyesofeachother;she
hedesireforhervanish;buthisbelief
inher;ain
thislineofthoughtoffered;perhaps;sorespite;and
possessedofabrainthathaditsstationnsiderably
abovethetultofthesenses;hetriedtoreducethe
vagueandotionstoor
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derthesenseofselfpreservation;
andkatharineherselfhadstrangelyreviveditbynvincing
hihathisfalydeservedandneededallhis
strengthshe;andfortheirsake;ifnotforhis
oustbecut
off;uprooted;shoobeasvisionaryandbaselessas
shehadintainedthebesthiswas
nottorunaher;buttofaceher;andhaving
steepedhielfinherqualities;tonvincehisreason
thatthey;notthosethathe
iginedshean;adosticwife
foraninferiorpoet;endoanticbeautyby
sofreakofunintelligentnaturenodoubtherbeauty
itselfinationhehadtheansof
settlingthispointatleasthepossessedabookofphotographs
frohegreekstatues;theheadofagoddess;
ifthelo
theecstasyofbeinginkatharinespresencehetookit
dotheshelfandfoundthepicturetothishe
addedanotefroer;biddinghieetheratthezoo
hehadaflokeoteachher
botanysu;
andsethielftovisualizehersoclearlythatnodeception
ordelusionondheuldsee
her;ingtowards
hioadehersit
upontheseatbesidehiheheardhervoice;solowand
yetsodecidedinitstone;shespokereasonablyofindifferent
ttersheuldseeherfaults;andanalyzeher
virtueshispulsebecaquieter;andhisbrainincreased
intheillusion
ofherpresenoreplete
theyseedtopassinandoutofeainds;
questioningandansostfullnessofnion
seedtobetheirsthusunited;hefelthielf
raisedtoanenence;exalted;andfilledhapowerof
achieventsuchashehadneverknowninsingleness
oncerehetoldovescientiouslyherfaults;both
offaceandcharacter;they;
buttheyrgedtheelvesintheflahat
heirassociationtheysurveyedlifetoits
utterstlitsho
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nightandday
thisheighthoehonestthings
vedhilsttotearsthus;heforgottheinevitable
litations;heforgotherabsence;hethoughtitof
noacuntarriedhiranother;nothing
ttered;savethatsheshouldexist;andthatheshould
lovehersohesereflectionstered
aloud;andithappenedthatangtheewords;
“iloveher”itethathehadusedthe
adness;ronce;
halluesbefore;
buthaving;apparentlybyaccident;stuleduponthe
editagainandagainhasense
ofrevelation
“butinloveed;ething
likedisyheleantagainstthewindowsill;looking
overthecityasshehadlookedeverythinghadbee
raculouslydifferentandpletelydistincthis
feelingsifiedandneedednofurtherexplanation
buthestiarttheosoone;becausehis
disveryportantthatitnceedotherpeople
tooshuttingthebookofgreekphotographs;andhiding
hisrelics;herandoairs;snatchedhisat;andpassed
outofdoor