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cassandrashouldcassandrayouveaskedcassandrato
stayhyou”
“yes;butivenotpostedtheletter”
hecrossedhiskneesinadisfitedsilencebyallhis
desitpossibletoaskaanhe
hadjustbrokenoffhisengagenttohelphiobee
acquaintedanhavieohis
fallinginlovehherifithattheir
engagentpleteseparation
stances;letters
andgiftsued;afteryearsofdistancethesevered
uplet;perhapsataneveningparty;andtouched
handsunfortablyhanindifferentwohe
pletely;heotrustto
hisoentioncassandrato
katharineagain;foths;anddoubtlessyears;hewould
neverseekatharineagain;anythingghthappentoher
inhisabsence
katharineostasies
ashepletegenerosity
pointedtheainengaged
torodneyandtoverhisexperintshurtwas
noblerinherthanrevanityfoughtforitslife
“iogiveupfreedooranindefiniteti;”she
thought;“inorderthatyseecassandrahere
athiseasehesnottheuragetonageithout
helphestoochofaeopenly
heshehatesthenotionofapublicbreach
hestokeepusboth”
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nightandday
hispoint;rodneypocketedtheletter
andelaboratelylookedathischalthoughthe
aeantthatheresignedcassandra;forheknewhis
opetenceanddistrustedhielfentirely;and
lostkatharine;forhisfeelinghough
unsatisfathattherewas
nothingelseleftforhiodoheogo;
leavingkatharinefree;ashehadsaid;totellherther
thattheengagentanendbuttodoplain
dutyrequiredofanhonorablen;stanefforth
onlyadayorto
hithatarelationshipsuchashehadglancedath
desireuldbepossiblebetandkatharine;he
hefirst;todenyh
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indignationbutnotitude
hadchanged;hisfeelingssand
possibilitieshadbeensho;andtheyhadanalst
irresistiblefascinationandforcethetrainingofa
lifeofthirtyfiveyearshadnotlefthiefenceless;he
asterofhisdignity;herose;indde
uptoanirrevocablefarewell
“ileaveyou;then;”hesaid;standingupandholding
outhishandpale;butlent
hiignity;“totellyourtherthatourengagentis
endedbyyourdesire”
shetookhishandandheldit
“youdonttrust”shesaid
“ido;absolutely;”hereplied
“noyoudonttrusttohelpyouiuldhelp
you”
“iopelessedpassionately;
buthdreuedhisback
houghtthatshesaforthe
firsttihoutdisguise
“itsuselesstopretendthatidontunderstand
youreoffering;katharineiadtyousayspeaking
toyouperfectlyfrankly;ibelieveatthisnt
thatidoloveyourusin;thereisachancethat;h
yourhelp;ightbutno;”hebrokeoff;“itsiossible;
itsinfinitelytoblaforhavingallowed
thissituationtoarise”
“sitbesideletsnsidersensibly”
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“yoursensehasbeenourundoing”hegroaned
“iaccepttheresponsibility”
“ah;butcanialloed“itwould
anforustfaceit;katharihatour
engagentstandforthetinonally;infact;of
urse;yourfreedo”
“andyourstoo”
“yes;hbefreeletussaythatisaw
cassandraonce;thesenditions;
andthenif;asithinkcertain;thehingprovesa
dreaotherinstantlytellher
norecy”
“itinutes;
besides;sheotelyunderstand”
“yourfather;thenthissecrecyisdetestableitsdishonorable”
“fatheryther”
“ah;edtounderstand”rodney
groaned;“butitsfroourpointofvieust
lookatititsnotonlyaskingtooch;itsputtingyou
intoapositionapositioninendure
toseeoer”
“patiently;
“andifnottalkingnonsense;”
sheproybesttothinkthis
outfroverypointofvieetothenclusion
thattherearerisksobetaken;
thoughidontdenythattheyhurthorribly”
“katharine;youndyoullndtooch”
“noishant;”shesaidstoutly“ishallndagooddeal;
butireparedforthat;ishallgetthroughit;because
youeyoullbothhelpinfact;wellhelp
eachotherthatsachristiandoctrine;isntit”
“itsoundsrelikepaganiso;”rodneygroaned;
ashereviehesituationintoian
doctrine
andyetheuldnotdenythatadivinereliefpossessed
hiandthatthefuture;insteadofwearinga
leadloredsk;noedhathousandvaried
gaietiesandexcitentsheuallytosee
cassandraore
anxioustoknohedateofherarrivalthanheuld
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nightandday
oselfitseedbasetobesoanxiousto
plupledgenerosityand
ofhisoptiblebasenessandyet;thoughhe
usedtheseatically;theyhadnoeaning
hedebasedinhisohehad
done;andasforpraisingkatharine;heynotpartners;
nspirators;peoplebentuponthesaquesttogether;
sothattopraisethepursuitofanendas
anactofgenerosityeaninglesshetookherhand
andpressedit;notinthankssochasinanecstasyof
radeship
“ingherwords;
seekinghereyesinanenthusiasffriendship
hereyesdarkhsadnessastheyrested
onhi“hesalreadygone;”shethought;“farawayhe
thinksofnore”andthefancycatoherthat;
astheysatsidebyside;handinhand;sheuldhearthe
earthpouringfrobovetokeabarrierbet;
sothat;astheysat;theyedsendbysend
byanierableed
herasthatofbeingsealedaall
panionshipost;ca
toanendatlast;andbynnsenttheyunclasped
theirfingers;rodneytouchinghershhislips;asthe
curtainparted;andshilberypeeredthroughtheopening
hherbenevolentandsarcasticexpressiontoask
eertuesdayor
inster
“dearest;”shesaid;pausing;asifsheuld
notresistthepleasureofencroachingforasendupon
thisance
“dearestchildren;”sheadded;disappearingpulsive
gesture;asifsheforcedherselftodrahecurtain
uponasceneptationto
interrupt
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ataquarterpastthreeintheafteoonofthefollowing
saturdayralphdenhaatonthebankofthelakein
kehedialplateofhischinto
sectionshhisforefingerthejustandinexorablenature
oftiitselfight
havebeenposingahytotheunhastingand
unrestingredtogreetthe
lapseofnuteafteutehsteacquiescencein
theinevitableorderhisexpressionwassosevere;so
serene;soiobile;thatitseedobviousthatforhibr 》
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