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thefaethinglovelyor
raofthe
distancetheexpressionrepeateditselfcuriouslyupon
katharinesfaceasshegazedupintohistheyhe
saage;orverynearlysoshehewas
lookingfor;hereinguponashorefor
hitoo;shehroughthe
leafhungforestsforperhapsthefirsttiinherlife
shethoughtofhisan;young;unhappy;teestuous;
fullofdesiresandfaults;forthefirsttisherealized
hiorherself;andnotfroerthersry
heghthavebeenherbrother;shethoughtitseed
toherthattheyysteriouskinship
ofbloodakesitseeossibletointerpretthe
sightsheeyesofthedeadbeholdsointently;or
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nightandday
eventobelievethattheylookhusuponourpresent
joysandsorroood;shethought;
suddenly;andinsteadoflayingherheredflowersupon
hisshrine;shebroughthieroiesperhaps
agiftofgreatervalue;shouldthedeadbenscious
ofgifts;thanfloion
doubts;questionings;anddespondenciesshefelt;asshe
lookedup;oreetohihanhoge;
andhebutaverysllburdenifshe
gavehialso;soshareinshesufferedand
achievedthedepthofhero
reapparenttoherthanthesensethatthedeadasked
neitherflos;butashareinthelifeh
theyhadgivenher;thelifeheyhadlived
rodneyfoundherantlatersittingbeneathher
grandfathersportraitshelaidherhandontheseatnext
herinafriendlyway;andsaid:
“eandsitdohoere
hereifeltselfgettingruderandruder”
“youarenotgoodathidingyourfeelings;”heretued
dryly
“oh;dontsldivehadahorridafteoon”she
toldhioick;
andhopressedherasthepreserve
ofofficershedoorhad
opened;andyavenuesofbustsandpalbr 》
treesandurellashadbeenrevealedtohershespoke
lightly;andsucceededinputtinghithiseaseindeed;
herapidlybeuchathiseasetopersist
inanditionofcheerfulneutralityhefelthisposure
slippingfroikatharinedeitseeonatural
toaskhertohelphioradvisehitosaystraight
outindtheletterfroassandra
thereheletterto
theatsphere
seedchargedhcassandrabut;unless
katharinebeganthesubjectofherord;heuld
notevenhinthestignorethewas
thepartofagentlentopreserveabearingthatwas;
asfarasheuldkeit;thebearingofanundoubting
loveratintervalshesigheddeeplyhetalkedratherre
quieofthe
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operasofzartrhehad
receivedanotice;hesaid;andatonceproducedapocketbook
stuffedin
searchheheldathickenvelopebetweenhisfingerand
thu;asifthenoticefroheoperapanyhadbee
insotachedtoit
“aletterfroassandra”saidkatharine;intheeasiest
voiceinthe
ehere;onlyiforgottopostit”
hehandedhertheenvelopeinsilenceshetookit;
extractedthesheets;andreadthe
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letterthrough
thereadingseedtorodneytotakeanintolerably
longti
“yes;”sheobservedatlength;“averychagletter”
rodneysfaceuedaway;asifinbashfulness
hervieostvedhertolaughter
sheglanore
“iseenohar”blurtedout;“inhelpingher
pleifshereallycaresforthatsort
ofthing”
“theresnoreasoncare;”said
katharine;nsultingthepagesoncere“infact
ah;hereitisthegreekalphabetisabsolutelyfascinating
obviouslyshedoescare”
“ayberatheralargeorderihinking
sofplay;thoughtheyre
toogenerous;evidentlyiatureshecantberethan
tytheycertainlyshohesortof
thingones:realfeelingforpoetry;understanding;
notford;ofurse;butitsattherootofeverything
afteralltheredbenohalendingherbooks”
“nocertainlynot”
“butifithuedtoarrespondenceian;
katharine;itakeit;attersh
seeoalittlerbid;ian;”hefloundered;“you;
froourpointofviehattheresnothingdisagreeable
toyouinthenotionifso;youveonlyto
speak;andineverthinkofitagain”
sheheviolenceofherdesirethathe
nevershouldthinkofitagainforaninstantitseed
toheriossibletosurrenderaninticy;ight
notbetheinticyoflove;butainlytheinti
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nightandday
cyoftruefriendship;toanyanintheworld
cassandrashegood
enoughforhitheletterseedtoheraletterofflattery
aletteraddressedtohisade
herangrytothinkoanotherforhe
isedshehadonlytospeak;andhehink
ofcassandraagain
shepausedrodneyguessedthereasonheazed
“sheloves;”hethoughttheanheadred
rethananyoneinthe;ashehad
givenuphopethatsheandnow
thatforthefirsttiheed
ithefeltitasafetter;anencurance;sothing
adetheoth;buthinparticular;ridiculous
hepletely;buthiseyes
wereopenandhewasnolongerherslaveorherdupehe
asterinfuturetheinstantprolongeditself
askatharinerealizedthestrengthofherdesireto
speaktheforever;and
thebasenessofthetetationo
kethevent;orspeakthehhehad
oftenbeggedherfor;o
feelingsheheldtheletterinherhandshesatsilent
atthisntthere;the
voirshilberyalkingofproofsheets
resbutchersledgers
inaustralithefrohe
otherrshilberyandaugustus
pelhatoodinthedoorrshilberystoppedshort
shelookedatherdaughter;andatthenherdaughter
arry;ilethataled
totreleonthebrinkofsatire
“thebestofalltreasures;pelhasheexclaid
“dontve;katharinesitstill;pelhaill
eanotherday”
pelhaooked;sled;boess
hadvedon;follohoutaain
orbyshilbery
buthertherhadsettledthequestionsohow
katharinedoubtednolonger
“asitoldyoulastnight;”shesaid;“ithinkitsyour
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duty;iftheresachancethatyoucareforcassandra;to
disveryourfeelingisforheosyourduty
toher;asebutusttelltherwe
cantgoonpretending”
“thatisentirelyinyourhands;ofurse;”saidrodney;
diateretutothennerofaforln
ofhonor
“veryharine
directlyhelefthersheother;and
explainthattheengagentight
bebetterthattheyshouldgotogether
“but;katharine;”rodneybegan;nervouslyatteting
tostuffcassandrassheetsbackintotheirenvelope;“if
cassandrashouldcassandrayouveaskedcassandrato
stayhyou”
“yes;butivenotpostedtheletter”