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asen;ooftheworld;
findsuchtopicsalittlesilly;orindoubtfultastehis
obviousethingpuzzledher;interested
her;andneutralizedtheohervanityfor
soreason;too;shefeltreateasethan
usual;orhereaseoretheeaseofequalityshe
uldnotstoptothinkofthatatthentthough
hisrerksinterestedhertoochforthelightthat
theythresofherown
“ance”shesed
“ah;thatsthequestionivenevereacrossadefi
nitionthatsatisfied;thoughtherearesoverygood
ones”heglancedinthedirectionofhisbooks
“itsnotaltogetherknoheotherperson;perhaps
itsignorance;”shehazarded
“soauthoritiessayitsaquestionofdistanceronce
inliterature;thatis”
“possibly;inthecaseofartbutinthecaseofpeopleit
ybe”shehesitated
“haveyounopersonalexperienceofit”heasked;letting
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hiseyesrestuponhersont
“ibelieveitsinfluenously;”shesaid;in
thetoneofoneabsorbedbythepossibilitiesofso
vie;“butinlifetheresso
littlespeforit;”sheaddedshereviewedherdaily
task;theperpetualdendsuponherforgoodsense;
selfntrol;andaantic
therah;butherronceance
itin
lor;seeitinforhearitinsic;butnotinwords;
no;neverineasedbydesiressoinherent;
soinnicable
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virginiawoolf
“butisntited;“thatyoushould
neitherfeelitfor;noriforyou”
katharineagreedthatiteven
recurioustoherhefactthatsheussing
thequestionitrevealedpossibilitiesh
openedaprospectofaneehow
itseedtoherthatheounderstand
shehadneverunderstood;andinhergratitude
sheostsisterlydesiretohelp
hitoosisterly;saveforonepang;notquitetobe
subdued;thatforhiheance
“ithinkyoughtbeveryhappyeoneyou
lovedinthatway;”shesaid
“youassuthatroncesurvivesacloserknowledge
ofthepersononeloves”
heaskedthequestionforlly;toprotecthielffrobr 》
thesortofpersonalityuation
neededthestcarefulnagentlestitshould
degenerateintosodegradinganddisturbingexhibition
suchasthescene;hinkof
e;upontheheathangthedeadleaves
andyeteareliefheing
tounderstandsothingorotherabouthisowndesires
hithertoundefinedbyhithesourceofhisdifficulty
hkatharinetheohurther;hhad
urgedhiobegin;hadpletelylefthiandhefelt
thatittobe
surehesttakehistithereanythings
thatheuldnotsayhoutthegreatestdifficulty
thatna;forexale;ove
hiseyesfrocertainspot;afieryglensurroundedby
highuntains;intheheartofthealsheedin
suspenseforkathariontinueshehadsaidthathe
ghtbeveryhappyeonehelovedinthatway
“idontseeed
“icanigineacertainsortofperson”she
paused;shehatheeninghthe
greatestintentness;andthathisforlityerely
theverforanextreanxietyofsosorttherewas
sopersonthensoanbe
cassandraah;possibly
“aperson;”sheadded;speakinginthesttterof
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nightandday
faand;“likecassandraotway;for
instancecassandraisthestinterestingofthe
oththeexceptionofhenryevenso;ilike
erecleveessshe
isacharacterapersonbyherself”
“thosedreadfulinsects”burstfroha
nervouslaugh;andalittlespass
katharinenoticeditatically
anddullyshereplied;“youuldinsistthatshenfined
herselftotosothingelsebutshecaresfor
sic;ibelievesheespoetry;andtherecanbeno
doubtthatshehasapeculiarchar
she
afterantssilencejerkedout:
“ithoughtheraffectionate”
“extrelyaffectionatesheworshipshenrywhenyou
thinkahousethatisunclefrancisalwaysinone
odoranother”
“dear;dear;dear;”ttered
“andyouhavesochinn”
“dearkatharine”exclaid;flinginghibr 》
selfbathe
spotinthefire“ireallydontknoalking
aboutiassureyou”
heenfusion
hehdrehefingerthatillthrustbetween
thepagesofgulliver;openedthebook;andranhiseye
dohelistofchapters;asthoughheto
seleostsuitableforreadingaloudas
katharine;sheinary
sytoofhisoetishewas
nvincedthat;shouldhefindtherightpage;takeout
hisspectacles;clearhisthroat;andopenhislips;achance
thateagaininalltheirliveswouldbe
losttotheoth
“alkingaboutthingsthatinterestusbothvery
ch;”shesaid“shantalking;andleave
seidontfeelintheodfors;
anditsapitytoreadanyonehatsthecase
particularlys”
thepresenceoferaryspeculation;asshecalculated;
restoredsnfidenceinhissecurity;and
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virginiawoolf
hereplacedthebookinthebookcase;keepinghisback
tuedtoherashedidso;andtakingadvantageofthis
nhisthoughtstogether
butasendofintrospeingresult
ofshothathisnd;hin;
iliargroundhefelt;thatistosay;
hehadnevesciouslyfeltbefore;hewasrevealed
tohielfasotherthanhetothink
hiheultuous
possibilitieshepacedonceupanddo;
andthenflunghielfietuouslyintothechairby
katharinessidehehadneverfeltanythinglikethisbefore;
heputhielfentirelyintoherhands;hecastoff
allresponsibilityheverynearlyexclaidaloud:
“youvestirredupalltheseodiousandviolentetions;
andnoustdothebestyoucan”
heearpresence;hoingandreassuring
effectuponhisagitation;andheonsciousonly
ofanilicittrustthat;sohohher;
thatshethrough;findoutitwas
thathe
“ietodo;”hesaid“i
putselfentirelyinyourhands;katharine”
“yousttrytotellyoufeel;”shesaid
“dear;ifeelathousandthingseverysendidont
knosure;ifeelthatafteoonontheheath
ithenthen”hebrokeoff;hedidnottellher
hadhappenedthen“yourghastlygoodsense;as
usual;hasnvinontbutthe
truthis;heavenonlyknoed
“isntitthetruththatyouare;orghtbe;inlove
hcassandra”shesaidgently
boer
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antssilencehe
rred:
“ibelieveyoureright;katharine”
shesighed;involuntarilyshehadbeenhopingallthis
ti;hanintensitythatincreasedsendbysend
againstthecurrentofherhatitinthe
endetothisafterantofsurprisinganguish;
shesuonedheruragetotellhiowshew