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though”
bythistiryhadreveredherselfntrol
“noithoughtyouhappy；”shesaid
“hinkthat”heasked；esurprise
“dontyoureerthatinginlinlnsinn
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fields”sheasked
“yes；”saidralph；slackeninghispaceandreering
katharineandherengagent；thepurpleleaves
staedintothepath；theepaperradiantunderthe
electriclight；andthehopelessnessedtosurround
allthesethings
“youreright；ry；”hesaid；ethingofaneffort；
“thoughidontkno”
sheighttellherthereason
ofhisunhappiness；forhisexcuseshadnotdeceivedher
“ie
sixfrohatafteoonwhenhe
hadsatupontheeankntchinghisvisionsdissolve
instasthepastandthesenseof
hisdesolationstilldehihiverhehadnotrevered
intheleastfrohatdepressionhereunity
forkinghielffaceit；ashefeltthathe
oughtto；for；bythisti；nodoubt；itental
ghost；betterexorcisedbyruthlessexposureto
suchaneyeasrys；thanalloounderlieallhis
actionsandthoughtsashadbeenthecaseeversincehe
firstsaustbegin；
hoentioninghea；andthishefound
itiossibletodohepersuadedhielfthatheuld
keanhoneststatente；
hepersuadedhielfthathisfeelinghadverylittleto
dohher
“unhappinessisastateofnd；”hesaid；“byhi
anthatitisnotnecessarilytheresultofanyparticular
cause”
thisratherstiltedbeginningdidnotpleasehiandit
beoreobvioustohihat；everhe
ghtsay；hisunhappinesshadbeendirectlycausedby
katharine
“ibegantofindlifeunsatisfactory；”hestarted
afresh“itseedtoaningless”hepausedagain；
butfeltthatthis；atanyrate；rue；andthatonthese
linesheuldgoon
“allthisneykingandenhoursadayin
anoffice；sitforwhenonesaboy；yousee；ones
headissofullofdreathatitdoesntseeotter
bitious；youreallright；
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nightandday
youvegotareasonforgoingonnoyreasonsceased
tosatisfyperhapsineverhadanythatsverylikely
noetothinkofitreasonisthereforanything；
thoughstill；itsiossible；afteracertainage；
totakeoneselfinsatisfactorilyandiknocarried
on”foragoodreasonno”i
yfalyandallthatkindof
thingitogetoninthewasa
lie；ofurseakindofselfglorifiost
people；isuppose；ivelivedalstentirelyangdelusions；
andnoattheaageoffindingit
outianotherdelusiontogoonhthats
unhappinessauntsto；ry”
therearyverysilentduring
thisspeech；anddreraightlinesupon
herfaceinthefirstplace；ralphdenontionof
rriage；inthesend；hespeakingthetruth
“idontthinkittofindattage；”shesaid；
ent
“youvegotalittleney；haventyouyes；”shencluded；
“idontseeshouldntbeaverygoodplan”
theycrossedthefieldinpletesilenceralphwas
surprisedbyherrerkandalittlehurt；andyet；onthe
selfthatit
possibletolayhiscasetruthfull
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ybeforery；
and；secretly；heofindthathehadnot
partedtohershewas；ashehadalways
foundher；thesensible；loyalfriend；theanhetrusted；
pathyheulduntupon；providedhekept
itshedispleasedtofindthat
thoselitsarkedheyhad
：
“yes；ralph；itstiyoudeabreakiveeto
thesanyselfonlyitbeauntry
ttageincase；itllbearicaarica”shecried
“thatstheplaetheyllteachsothingabout
organizingaventthere；andillebackandshow
youhoodoit”
ifsheantnsciouslyorunnsciouslytobelittle
theseclusionandsecurityofauntryttage；shedid
notsuination
shedehiisualizeherinheroer；sothat
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helookedquicklyather；asshetleinfrontof
hioing
hesaorofhispreoccupation
edtoseeherrchingahead；
arathercluybutpofigure；for
thegreatestrespect
“dontgoaed；andstopped
“thatsyousaidbefore；ralph；”sheretued；hout
lookingathi“youtogoawayyourselfandyou
dontetogoasnotverysensible；isit”
“ry；”hecried；stungbythereranceofhisexacting
anddictatorialhher；“abruteive
beentoyou”
ittookallherstrengthtokeepthetearsfropringing；
andtothrustbackherassurancethatshewould
forgivehiilldoodayifhechoseshewaspreserved
frooingsoonlybyastubbokindofrespectforherself
therootofheatureandforbadesurrender；
eveninntsofalstoveringpassion
nopestandhighrunningwaves；
sheknehesunshoneclearuponital
iangraarsandfilesofdocketedpapersnevertheless；
froheskeletonpallorofthatlandandtherocksthat
brokeitssurface；sheknehatherlifetherewouldbe
harshandlonelyalstbeyondenduranceshewalked
steadilyalittleinfrontofhicrosstheplowedfield
theirroundthevergeofahin
treesstandingattheedgeofasteepfoldintheland
lookingbethetreetrunks；ralphsaon
theperfectlyflatandrichlygreenado
ofthehillasllgraynorhouse；hponds；terraces；
andbuilding
orsoattheside；andascreenoffirtreesrisingbehind；
allperfectlyshelteredandselfsufficientbehindthehouse
thehillroseagain；andthetreesonthefarthersuit
stooduprightagainstthesky；ore
intensebluebetindatoncewas
filledhasenseoftheactualpresenceofkatharine；
thegrayhouseandtheintenseblueskygavehihe
feelingofherpresenceclosebyheleantagainstatree；
fogheabeneathhisbreath：
“katharine；katharine；”hesaidaloud；andthen；look
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inground；sahitearing
alongsprayofivyfrohetreesasshepassedthe
sheseedsodefinitelyopposedtothevisionheheld
inhisndthatheretuedtoitpatience
“katharine；katharine；”herepeated；andseedtohielf
tobehherhelosthissenseofallthatsurrounded
hiallsubstantialthingsthehouroftheday；
todo；thepresenceof
otherpeopleandthesupportseeingtheir
beliefinanrealityallthisslippedfroiso
heghthavefeltiftheearthhaddroppedfroisfeet；
andtheetybluehadhungallroundhiandtheair
hadbeensteepedinthepresenceofoneanthe
chirpofarobinontheboughabovehisheadawakened
hiandhisaentpaniedbyasigh
hereheheplowed
field；thehighroadyonder；andry；strippingivyfrobr 》
thetreeseup
throughhersandsaid：
“noe