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oneyouarenotinloveisaninevitablestep
inaheexistenceofpassionisonlya
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travellersstorybroughtfroheheartofdeepforests
andtoldsorarelythatherthe
storyother
askingfoeoherauntreplyingh
theauthentienttoanofficer
intheindianar;butshecasthedalteately
tos;andtowards
pagesofneatlyatheticalsignswhenher
ndtookthistuherrriageseednorethan
anarchhroughopassin
ordertohaveherdesireatsuchtisthecurrentofher
natureraninitsdeepnarrohgreatforce
andinglackofnsiderationforthefeelings
ofothersjustasthetwoelderladieshadfinished
theirsurveyofthefalyprospects;andladyotwaywas
nervouslyantientastolife
anddeathfroersisterinlainto
theroothenehatthecarriagethedoor
“self”saidladyotway;
peevishly;blangherservantsfootlivinguptoher
ideals
rshilberyandkatharinearrivedinthehall;
readydressedfortheirdrive;theyfoundthattheusual
discussionotheplansoftherest
ofthefalyintokenofthis;agreatnydoorswere
openingandshutting;threepeoplestoodirresolutely
onthestairs;noepsup;andnowa
feselfhadeout
froisstudy;es”underhisaranda
plaintaboutnoiseanddraughtsfroheopendoor
least;hadtheeffectofbundlingthepeople
togointothecarriage;andsending
thosesit
rshilbery;katharine;rodney;and
henryshoulddrivetolinln;andanyoneelsewhowished
togoshouldfolloheponycartevery
oneakethisexpedition
tolinlninobediencetoladyotion
oftherightoentertainherguests;hshe
hadiibedfroeadinginfashionablepapersofthe
behaviorofchristspartiesinducalhousesthecarriage
horsesatched;
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thecarriagefortable;buttheotway
arhepanelsladyotoodonthe
topststep;eshawl;andwavedher
handalstchanicallyuntiltheyhadtuedtheer
underthelaurelbushes;iredindoors
hasensethatshehadplayedherpart;andasighat
thethoughtthatnoneofherchildrenfeltitnecessaryto
playtheirs
thecarriagebooothlyoverthegently
rshilberydroppedintoapleasant;inattentive
stateofnd;inhe
runninggreenlinesofthehedges;oftheswelling
ploughland;andoftheldbluesky;hservedher;
afterthefirstfivenutes;forapastoralbackgroundto
thedraofhunlife;andthenshethoughtofattage
garden;htheflashofyello
blueentofthesedifferent
prospects;andtheshapingofthreelovely
phrases;shedidnotnoticethattheyoungpeopleinthe
carriageostsilenthenry;indeed;hadbeenincluded
againsthisselfbyobserv
ingkatharineandrodneyhdisillusionedeyes;while
katharineyselfsuppressionh
resultedinpleteapathyoher
sheeithersaid“huorassentedsolistlesslythathe
addressedhisnextrerktohertherhisdeference
annersplary;and
neysofthetown
eries
ofthefairsuerof1853;oniously
ingofthefuture
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butotherpassengerseanwhile
byotherroadsonfootauntytohe
inhabitantsofallvicarages;far;untryhouses;and
ilesatleast;
on;on
thisoarydatchetthey
despisedtheroads;andtooktheirhefields;
andyet;froheirappearanasifthey
caredchheyhe
actuallytripthepheyleftthevicarage;they
hadbegunanarguntheirfeetalongso
rhythcallyintihitthattheyveredtheground
atoverfourlesanhour;andsahingofthe
hedgeroildbluesky
theysaentandthe
goventofficesinehalltheybothbelongedto
theclassitsbirthright
inthesegreatstructuresandisseekingtobuildanother
kindoflodgingforitsoionoflawandgove
ntpurposely;perhaps;rydidnotagreehralph;
shelovedtofeelhed
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innflicthhis;andtobe
certainthathesparedherfelejudgntnoounceof
hislescularityheseedtoargueasfiercelyh
herasifshehertheywerealike;however;
inbelievingthatitbehoovedtheotakeinhandthe
repairandrenstructionofthefabrifenglandthey
agreedinthinkingthatnaturehasnotbeengenerousin
theendoofouruncilorstheyagreed;unnsciously;
inatelovefortheddyfieldthroughh
theytraed;heyesnarrohencentration
oftheidsatlengththeydreh;let
thearguntflyaboofothergoodargunts;
and;leaningoveragate;openedtheireyesfor
thefirsttiandlookedaboutthetheirfeettingled
bloodandtheirbreathroseinstearound
thethebodilyexeroredirect
andlessselfnsary;indeed;
ebyasortoflightheadednessade
itseeoherthatittteredverylittlehappened
nextittteredsolittle;indeed;thatshefeltherself
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nightandday
onthepointofsayingtoralph:
“iloveyou;ishallneverloveanybodyelserry
orleave;thinkeidontcarea
straont;hoed
iaterial;andsherelyclappedherhandstogether;
andlookedatthedistant
ontheirbrohegreenandbluelandscapethrough
thesteafheroedaretossup
hershesaid;“iloveyou;”orhershesaid;“i
lovethebeechtrees;”oronly“iloveilove”
“doyouknoary;”ralphsuddenlyinterruptedher;
“ivedeupnd”
herindifferencesthavebeensuperficial;foritdisappeared
atonceindeed;shelostsightofthetrees;and
saostbarofthegateh
extredistinctness;on:
“ivedeupndtochuckworkandlivedown
hereieaboutthatttageyouspoke
ofhoherellbenodifficultyaboutgetting
attage;ption
of
shestilltontinue;shewas
nvincedthatinsoroundabouthed
thesubjearriage
“icantstandtheofficeanylonger;”heproceeded“i
dontknoyfalysureiight
dontyouthinkso”
“livedownherebyyourself”sheasked
“sooldane;isuppose;”hereplied
“iickofthehing;”heon;and
openedthegatehajerktheybegantocrossthe
nextfieldwalkingsidebyside
“itellyou;ry;itsutterdestruction;workingaway;
dayafterday;atstuffthatdoesnttteradatoany
oneivestoodeightyearsofit;andiotgoingto
standitanylongerisupposethisallseetoyoud;
though”
bythistiryhadreveredherselfntrol
“noithoughtyouhappy;”shesaid
“hink