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theenssuffragebillralphdidnottotalk
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soedhkatharine;orhvaguefeelings
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pitiedherforknohingofhewasfeeling
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havenosenseofronce”
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ryeasilyprovokedthisevening;however;she
repliedrathersharply:
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ralphthoughtforant;andthenrerked:
“youeanyourhealth;”headded;
asshelaughedsfully;“ianthatyouseeo
tobegettingwrappedupinyourwork”
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hherhand
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re;andtoseethatthereherpointsofviewas
deservingofattentionasherourally;havinglast
seenhishelefttheofficeinpanyhkatharine;
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itbyherotitudebutsheknehatralph
itthathehadbeeninfluencedbyanybody
“youdontreadenough;ry;”hewassaying“you
oughttoreadrepoetry”
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verylittleforsoreason;noonelikestobetoldthat
theydonotreadenoughpoetry;butherresentntwas
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uscles
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perfectionof
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dozenpeopleinabackerallyourlifebutyou;”
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haveyou”hisirritation;andthedepression;
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“yougoaway;willyou”heaskedandasshe
saidnothing;headded;“ohno;dontgoaway”
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shehoveredonthevergeofsodiscussionofherplans;
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butshereenthefellintooneof
hisqueersilences;edtory;inspiteofall
herprecautions;tohavereferencetoshealsould
notpreventherselffrohinkingabouttheirfeeling
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otherandtheirrelationshipshefeltthatthe
thoughtboredtheirwayinlong;parallel
tunnelseverycloseindeed;butneverraninto
eachother
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silencerethano;
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isadevastatingfireeltstheo
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butprobablytheseextrepassionsareveryrare;and
thestateofndthusdepictedbelongstotheverylast
stagesoflove;hepooresisthasbeeneaten
aostintelligent
people;ryethingofanegoist;totheextent;
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andsheoralisttoliketo
keetoti;thatherfeelingswere
creditabletoherhershethoughtover
herstateofnd;andcatothenclusionthatit
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her;andpersuadedherselfthatsheacuntedreasonably
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