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elancholyfact
thattheyoher;ando
etogriefintheiroiquatedheirbehavior
engrotesquelyirrational;theiventions
nstrouslyabsurd;andyet;asshebroodeduponthe
shefeltsothatitwasuseless
totrytopassjudgntuponthesheverynearlylost
nsciousnessthatsheebeing;hafuture
ofherooingofslightdepression;such
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nightandday
asthis;sheesortofcluetothe
ddleereason
edtokeit;soaibr 》
heykeptsteadilyinviesheerrupted
shilberyhadrisenfroertable;andanding
lookingoutoftheng
uptheriver
katharinershilberytued
abruptly;andexclaid:
“ireallybelieveiechedionlythreesentences;
yousee;sothingquitestraightforwardand
nplace;andicantfinde”
shebegantopaceupanddo;snatchingup
herduster;butsheuchannoyedtofindany
relief;asyet;inpolishingthebacksofbooks
“besides;”shesaid;givingthesheetshehadtento
katharine;“idontbelievethislldodidyourgrandfather
evervisitthehebrides;katharine”shelookedina
strangelybeseechingindgot
runningonthehebrides;andiuldnthelpinga
littledesperhapsitthe
beginningofachapterchaptersoftenbeginquitedifferently
froheheygoon;youknoharine
readotherhadighthavebeen
asastercriticizingachildsessayherfacegave
shilbery;cheditanxiously;nogroundfor
hope
“itsverybeautiful;”shestated;“but;yousee;ther;
pointtopoint”
“oh;iknoed“andthatsjust
ingintoheadit
isntthatidontknohingandfeeleverything
;ifididnt;buticantputitdown;
youseetheresakindofblindspot;”shesaid;touching
herforehead;“thereandsleeponights;i
fancyishalldiehouthavingdoneit”
froxultationshehadpassedtothedepthsofdepression
aginationofherdeatharousedthe
depressionnicateditselftokatharinehopotent
theyalldaylonghpapers
andtheclockrikingelevenandnothingdoneshe
other;noginginagreatbrass
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virginiawoolf
boundboxoodbyhertable;butshedidnotgo
toherhelpofurse;katharinereflected;herther
hadnoepaper;andtheyetherest
oftheinglookingforitshecasthereyesdownin
irritation;andreadagainhertherssicalsentences
aboutthesilvergulls;andtherootsoflittlepinkflowers
s;andthebluestsofhyacinths;
untilsheotherssilenceshe
raisedhereyesshilberyhadetiedaportfoliontaining
oldphotographsoverhertable;andwaslooking
frooanother
“surely;katharine;”shesaid;“thener
inthosedaysthantheyarenoeoftheir
odious;inhise
anservant;
isupposeunbackfrondia”
katharinelookedatherther;butdidnotstiroranswer
shehadsuddenlybeeveryangry;harage
adesilent;andthereforedoubly
poicalshefeltalltheunfaiessof
theadetohertiand
syathy;andrshilberytook;katharihought
bitterly;sheeered
thatshehadstilltotellheraboutcyrilssbehavior
herangeriediatelydissipateditself;itbrokelikeso
hathasgathereditselfhighabovetherest;the
edintotheseaagain;andkatharine
feltoncerefullofpeaceandsolicitude;andanxious
onlythatherthershouldbeprotectedfroainshe
instinofher
therschairshilberyleantherheadagainsther
daughtersbody
“used;tuingoverthephotographs;
“thantobeaantoeveryous;in
sorroenofyour
generationiroveduponthat;katharineicanseethebr 》
noelburyhouse;intheir
flounperial
andthenkeyandthelittleblackdwarffollowingbehind;
asifnothingtteredinthetobebeautiful
andkindbuttheydidrethais
thinkthey
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nightandday
tolikeships;likejesticships;holdingontheir
shovingorpushing;notfrettedbylittlethings;
astakingtheirhe
sails”
kathaririedtointerruptthisdisurse;buttheopportunity
didnote;andsheuldnotforbeartotu
overthepagesofthealbunheoldphotographs
enanden
shonefortherthehubbuboflivingfaces;
andseed;ashertherhadsaid;toarvelous
dignityandcalasiftheyhadruledtheirkingdo
justlyanddeservedgreatlovesoostincredible
beauty;otherswereuglyenoughin
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aforcible
nonethe
superbstifffoldsofthecrinolinessuitedtheen;the
enseedfullofcharacter
oncerekatharinefeltthesereneairallroundher;
andseedfarofftohearthesolebeatingofthesea
upontheshorebutshekneustjointhe
presentontothispast
shilberyblingon;frotorytostory
“thatsjaniennering;”shesaid;pointingtoasuperb;
e;edstrung
usthavetoldyouhowshefoundher
okdrunkunderthekitchentablepress
ingtodinner;andtuckeduphervelvetsleeves
shealpressherself;okedthe
eal;andappearedinthedraasifshed
beensleepingonabankofrosesalldaysheulddo
anythingakeattage
oreroiderapettiat
“andthatsqueenielquhoun;”sheon;tuing
thepages;“aica;
packedhlovelyshas;becauseyou
uldntgetffinsinjaica;andshehadahorrorof
dyingthereasshedid;andbeingdevouredbythee
antsandtheressabine;theloveliestofthell;ahit
eintotherooand
thatsriainherachnscloak;hallthelittle
capeson;andshetopbootsundeeathyou
youngpeopleysayyoureunnventional;butyoure
nothingparedhher”
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virginiawoolf
tuingthepage;shecauponthepictureofavery
sculine;handsolady;hephotographer
hadadoedperialcrown
“ah;youed;“aked
olddespotyoun
beforeyouggie;sheusedtosay;ifithadntbeenfor
;rue;shebrought
theogether;youknoyfather;rry
her;andhedid;andshesaidtopoorlittleclara;fall
do;andshedid;butshegotupagain;
ofurseelseuldoneexpectsheere
childeighteenandhalfdeadhfright;toobutthat
oldtyrantneverrepentedsheusedtosaythatshehad
giventhehreeperfectnths;andnoonehadaright
tore;andisotisthink;katharine;thatstrue;
youknoorethanstofushave;onlywehave
topretend;uldever
doifancy;”shilberysed;“thattherewasakind
ofsincerityinthosedaysbetenandenh;
hallyouroutspokenness;youhaventgot”
katharineagaintriedtointerruptbutshilberyhad
beengat