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“ah;”shesaid;“katharinesnothereshestbeupstairs
inherrooyouhavesothingtosaytoher;i
knoyoucanfindyourway”shevaguely
indicatedtheceilinghagestureofherhandshehad
beesuddenlyseriousandposed;stressinher
oissedhibr 》
hadadignitythatralphneverforgotsheseedto
kehireehaoallthatshe
possessedhelefttheroo
thehilberyshouseanystories
andpassageshcloseddoors;all;oncehehadpassed
thedrafloor;unknoountedas
highasheuldandknoeto
“yiein”heasked
avoicefroinanswered“yes”
he;ofa
baretable;andofalonglookingglasskatharinehad
risen;andeepapersinher
hand;teredtothegroundasshesaw
hervisitortheexplanationonethesounds
eaning
savetheelvesasiftheforcesoftheworldwereall
atasundertheysat;claspinghands;
nearenoughtobetakenevenbytheliciouseyeof
tihielfforauniteduple;anindivisibleunit
“dontve;dontgo;”shebeggedofhiwhenhe
stoopedtogatherthepapersshehadletfallbuthetook
thenhishandsand;givingherbyasuddeniulse
hisoysticalnclusion;
theyreadeachotherspositionsinsilence
katharinereadhissheetstoanend;ralphfollowedher
figuresasfarashistheticsthey
ent;
andsatforatiinsilence
“thosehepapersyouleftontheseatatkew;”
saidralphatlength“youfoldedtheoquicklythati
uldntseetheywere”
sheblushedverydeeply;butasshedidnotveor
attettohideherfae
onedisardofalldefences;orralphlikenedhertoa
blingtofoldthebr 》
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virginiawoolf
selvesontofexposure
hadbeenexquisitelypainfulthelightshedstartlingly
vividshehadnoeone
sharedherlonelinessthebeente
andhalfthepreludetoprofoundrejoicingnorwasshe
unnsciousthatonthesurfacetheust
appearoftheutstabsurdityshelookedtoseeher
ralphsled;butfoundhisgazefixedonherhsuch
gravitythatshetuedtothebeliefthatshehadtted
nosacrilegebutenrichedherself;perhapsieasurably;
perhapseteallyshehardlydaredsteepherself
intheinfiniteblissbuthisglanceseedtoaskfor
soassuranceuponanotherpointofvitalinterestto
hiitbeseeher
shehadreaduponhisnfusedsheethadanyaning
ortruthtohershebentherheadonceretothepapers
sheheld
“ilikeyourlittledotesroundit;”she
saidditatively
ralphnearlytorethepagefroerhandinshaand
despairplatingtheidi
otiostnfusedandetionalnts
heeannothingtoanother;
althoughsohoitnveyednotonly
katharineherselfbutallthosestatesofndhhad
clusteredroundhersincehefirstsatea
onasundayafteoonitrepresentedbyitscircuerence
ofsdgessurroundingacentralblotallthatencircling
glosurrounded;inexplicably;sony
oftheobjectsoflife;softeningtheirsharpoutline;so
thatheuldseecertainstreets;books;andsituations
ostperceptibletothephysicaleye
didshesledidsheputthepaperdoning
itnotonlyforitsinadequacybutforitsfalsity
orethatheonlyloved
thevisionofherbutitdidnotoccurtoherthatthis
diagraadanythingtodoply;
andinthesatoneofreflection:
“yes;theethinglikethattotoo”
hereceivedherassurancehprofoundjoyquietly
andsteadilythereroseupbehindtheof
lifethatsoftedgeoffiresredtinttothe
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nightandday
atsphereandcrohescenehshadowssodeep
anddarkthatoneuldfancypushingfartherintotheir
densityandstillfarther;exploringindefinitelyher
therehets
notheysharedthesasenseof
theiendingfuture;vast;sterious;infinitelystored
hundevelopedshapesheachwouldunwrapfor
theothertobehold;butforthepresenttheprospectof
thefuturehsilentadoration
atanyrate;theirfurtherattetstonicatearticulately
erruptedbyaknockonthedoor;and
theentranaidystery;
announcedthataladyisshilbery;but
refusedtoalloetobegiven
harinerose;e
herduties;ralphforlated
anyguess;ontheirairs;astowho
thisanonyusladyghtprovetobeperhapsthefantastic
notionthatshetleblackhunchbackprovided
hasteelknife;o
katharinesheart;appearedtoralphreprobablethan
another;andhepushedfirstintothediningroooavert
thebloed“cassandra”hsuchheartiness
atthesightofca
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ssandraotandingbythe
diningrooablethatsheputherfingertoherlipsand
beggedhiobequiet
“nobodystknohere;”sheexplainedinasepulchral
issedtrainihavebeenwandering
aboutlondonalldayicanbearitnolonger
katharine;itodo”
katharinepushedforilyfound
outforherifnotactuallyfainting;
she
“supstairs;”saidralph;assoonassheappeared
toberevered“illgoandaskhioedoo
you”hisoanfidencethat
everyoneelseobehappytoobutcassandra
hadherunclesndsandangertoovividlyinher
ndtodareanysuchdefianceshebecaagitated
andsaidthatshestleavethehouseatonceshewas
notinanditiontogo;hadtheyknoosend
herkatharinesnsense;hhadbeeninabey
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virginiawoolf
anceforthepastillfailedher;andshe
uldonlyask;“buthevague
beliefthattotakelodgingsdependedentirelyupona
suffiy
luggage;”innooanclusion
“youvelostyourluggage;”sherepeatedhereyesrested
uponralph;edbetterfitted
toacpanyaprofoundthanksgivingforhisexistence
orsovoealdevotionthanaquestion
aboutluggagecassandraperceivedthelook;andsaw
thatitued;hereyesfilledhtearsshefaltered
insheo
discussthequestionoflodgingharine;who
seedtohavenicatedsilentlyhralph;and
obtainedhisperssion;tookherrubyringfroerfinger
andgivingittocassandra;said:“ibelieveit
youhoutanyalteration”
thesehavebeenenoughtonvince
cassandraofuchobelievehad
notralphtakenthebarehandinhisanddended:
“youtellusyoureglad”cassandrawasso
gladthatthetearsrandoaintyof
katharinesengagentnotonlyrelievedherofathousand
vaguefearsandselfreproaches;butentirely
quenpaired
herbeliefinkatharineheroldfaithcabackto
hersheseedtobeholdherhthatcuriousintensityasabeingbeyondour