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goodafterall”
uponthis;ryostentatiouslyhdrewherhand
“ioughttohaveapologized;”katharinentinued;h
aneffort;“forbringingyouintoallthisbusiness;ihavent
toldyouhalf;eitheriolongerengagedto
rodneyheistorrycassandraotsallarranged
allperfectlyrightandafterhededinthestreets
forhoursandhours;debringhinhe
ppostchingourwindows
heeintotheroo
leftusalone;ands
agesandagesago;nolastnighthaveibeen
outlonge”shesprangforocatch
sightofaehadsoiortant
bearingonhercase
“onlyhalfpasteight”sheexclaid“thenheybe
therestill”sheleantoutoftheoldthe
cabntodrivefaster
“butifhesnotthere;shallidoouldi
findhihestreetsaresocrowded”
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ryhadnodoubtbutthatsohohertheywould
findhibutsupposetheydidfindhihebeganto
thinkofralphhasortofstrangeness;inhereffortto
understandhoisfyingthisextraordinary
desireoncereshethoughtherselfbackto
heroldvieanduld;haneffort;recallthe
hazehesenseofnfused;
heightenedexhilarationhisneighborhood;
sothatfothsatatishehadneverexactly
heardhisvoiceorseenhisfaceorsoitnoed
toherthepainofherlossshotthroughheothing
akeupnotsuccess;orhappiness;oroblivion
butthispangdiatelyfolloheassurance
thatnoanyrate;sheknehetruth;andkatharine;
shethought;stealingalookather;didnotknohetruth;
yes;katharinenselytobepitied
thecab;inthetraffic;wasnow
liberatedandspedondoaryon
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sciousofthetensionarkedits
progress;asifhedinfront
oftheandrked;sendbysend;theirapproach
toitshesaidnothing;andinsilencerybegantofix
hed;insyathyatfirst;andlaterinforgetfulness
ofherpanion;uponapointinfrontoftheshe
iginedapointdistantasaloaruponthehorizon
ofthedarkthereforhertoo;fortheoth;he
goalforheyriving;andtheendforthe
ardorsoftheirspiritse:butwas;or
itnvincedthattheywere
unitedinsearchofit;astheydroveslydohe
streetsoflondonsidebyside;sheuldnothavesaid
“atlast;”katharinebreathed;asthecabdrethe
doorshejuedoutandscannedthepaventoneither
sidery;anhebellthedooropened
askatharineassuredherselfthatnooneofthepeople
hinvieoralphonseeingher;the
idsaidatonce:
“denhaalledagain;sshehasbeening
foryouforsoti”
katharinevanishedfroaryssightthedoorshut
bet;andryhoughtfully
upthestreetalone
kathariuedatonbuth
herfingersuponthehandle;sheheldbackperhapsshe
realizedthatthisonte
againperhaps;forasend;itseedtoherthatno
realityuldequaltheiginationshehadfordperhaps
sheevaguefearoranticipation;
adeherdreadanyexchangeorinterruption
butifthesedoubtsandfearsorthissuprebliss
restrainedher;itontinanothersend
shehadtuedthehandleand;bitingherlipto
ntrolherself;sheopenedthedooruponralphdenha
anextraordinaryedtopossess
heronbeholdinghisolittle;sosingle;soseparate
frollelseheappeared;hecauseof
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agitationsandaspirationssheuldhave
laughedinhisfacebut;gaininguponthiscleaessof
sightagainstheroherdislike;wasafloodof
nfusion;ofrelief;ofility;ofdesireno
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longertostriveandtodiscrinate;yieldingtoh;
sheletherselfsinksandnfessedher
love
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nobodyaskedkatharineanyquestionsnextdayifcross
exanedsheghthavesaidthatnobodyspoketoher
shetle;ealittle;orderedthedinner;and
sat;forlongerthansheknehherheadonherhand
piercingeverlaybeforeher;heritter
oradictionary;asifituponthedeepprospects
thatrevealedtheelvestoherkindlingandbrooding
eyessheroseonce;andgoingtothebookcase;took
outherfathersgreekdictionaryandspreadthesacred
pagesofsyolsandfiguresbeforehershesothed
thesheetsixtureofaffeusentand
hopehheroneday
thethought;longintolerable;bearable
sheeunaheanxietyhhher
ventschedandherexpressionscanned
cassandratobecaughtlookingather;
andtheiversationhatnotfor
certainjoltsandjerksbethesentences;asifthe
ndrslvain
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herselfuldhavedetectednothingofasuspiciousnature
insheoverheard
;einlatethatafteoonandfound
cassandraalone;hadaveryseriouspieceofnepart
hehadjustpassedkatharineinthestreetandshe
hadfailedtoregnizehi
“thatdoesntttere;ofurse;butsupposeit
happenedebodyelseheythink
theyethingrelyfroerexpression
shelookedshelooked”hehesitated”likeso
onewalkinginhersleep”
tocassandrathesignificantthinghatkatharine
hadgoneouthouttellingher;andsheinterpreted
thistoanthatshehadgoneouttoetralphdenha
buttohersurprisedrefortfrohis
probability
“oncethroionsaside;”hebegan;“oncedo
thethingsthatpeopledontdo”andthefactthatyou
aregoingtoetayoungnisnolongerproofof
anything;except;indeed;thatpeoplealk
cassandrasahoutapangofjealousy;thathe
elysolicitousthatpeopleshouldnottalkabout
katharine;asifhisinterestinherillproprietary
ratherthanfriendlyastheyhignorantofralphs
visitthenightbeforetheyhadnotthatreasontofort
theelvesattersening
toaoreover;
leftthexposedtointerruptionsost
destroyedtheirpleasureinbeingaloogethertherainy
eveningdeitiossibletogoout;and;indeed;acrding
tosde;itoredaing
tobeseenoutofdoorsthansurprisedhinthey
uchatthercyofbellsanddoorsthatthey
uldhardlytalkofcaulayhanynviction;and
preferredtodeferthesendactofhistragedy
untilanotherday
underthesecircutancescassandrasho
herbestshesyathizedsanxietiesand
didherutsttosharethebutstill;tobealoogether;
toberunningriskstogether;tobepartnersinthe
ohersoenthrallingthatshe
tingdiscretion;breakingoutintoex
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irationsade
believethat;althoughdeplorableandupsetting;thesituation