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Frankish  masters  that  paved  the  ong  artists  and  endless 
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quandries  was  never  resolved。  For  painting  itself  was  abandoned�察 �artists 
painted neither like Easterners nor Westerners。 The miniaturists did not grow 
angry  and  revolt�察 �but  like  old  men  b  to  an  illness�察 �they 
gradually accepted the situation with humble grief and resignation。 They were 
neither  curious  about  nor  dreamed  about  the  work  of  the  great  masters  of 
Herat and Tabriz�察�whom they once followed with awe�察�or the Frankish masters�察�
whose  innovative  methods  they  aspired  to�察 �caught  indecisively  between  envy 
and hatred。 Just as the doors of houses are closed of an evening and the city is 
left to darkness�察�painting was also abandoned。 It was mercilessly forgotten that 
we¨d once looked upon our world quite differently。 
My father¨s book�察�sadly�察�remained unfinished。 From where Hasan scattered 
the  pleted  pages  on  the  ground�察 �they  were  transferred  to  the  Treasury�察�
there�察 �an  efficient  and  fastidious  librarian  had  them  bound  together  with 
other  unrelated  illustrations  belonging  to  the  workshop�察 �and  thus  they  were 
separated  into  several  bound  albums。  Hasan  fled  Istanbul�察 �and  disappeared�察�
never to be heard from again。 Shevket and Orhan never forgot that it wasn¨t 
Black but their Uncle Hasan who was the one who killed my father¨s murderer。 
In  place  of  Master  Osman�察 �who  died  two  years  after  going  blind�察 �Stork 
became  Head  Illuminator。  Butterfly�察 �y  late 
father¨s talents�察�devoted the rest of his life to drawing ornamental designs for 
carpets�察 �cloths  and  tents。  The  young  assistant  masters  of  the  workshop  gave 
themselves  over  to  similar  work。  No  one  behaved  as  though  abandoning 
illustration were any great loss。 Perhaps because nobody had ever seen his own 
face done justice on the page。 
My whole life�察�I¨ve secretly very much wanted two paintings made�察�which 
I¨ve never mentioned to anybody�此�
 
1。  My  own  portrait�察 �but  I  knew  however  hard  the  Sultan¨s  miniaturists 
tried�察�they¨d fail�察�because even if they could see my beauty�察�woefully�察�none of 
them would believe a woman¨s face was beautiful without depicting her eyes 
and lips like a Chinese woman¨s。 Had they represented me as a Chinese beauty�察�
the  way  the  old  masters  of  Herat  would¨ve�察 �perhaps  those  who  saw  it  and 
recognized me could discern my face behind the face of that Chinese beauty。 
But  later  generations�察 �even  if  they  realized  my  eyes  weren¨t  really  slanted�察�
could  never  determine  what  my  face  truly  looked  like。  How  happy  I¨d  be 
today�察�in my old age!which I live out through the fort of my children!if 
I had a youthful portrait of myself� �
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2。 A picture of bliss�此�What the poet Blond Naz��m of Ran had pondered in 
one  of  his  verses。  I  know  quite  well  how  this  painting  ought  to  be  made。 
Imagine  the  picture  of  a  mother  with  her  two  children�察 �the  younger  one�察�
whom she cradles in her arms�察�nursing him as she smiles�察�suckles happily at 
her  bountiful  breast�察 �smiling  as  well。  The  eyes  of  the  slightly  jealous  older 
brother and those of the mother should be locked。 I¨d like to be the mother in 
that picture。 I¨d want the bird in the sky to be depicted as if flying�察�and at the 
same  time�察 �happily  and  eternally  suspended  there�察 �in  the  style  of  the  old 
masters of Herat who were able to stop time。 I know it¨s not easy。 
 
My son Orhan�察�who¨s foolish enough to be logical in all matters�察�reminds 
me on the one hand that the time´halting masters of Herat could never depict 
me as I am�察�and on the other hand�察�that the Frankish masters who perpetually 
painted mother´with´child portraits could never stop time。 He¨s been insisting 
for years that my picture of bliss could never be painted anyhow。 
Perhaps he¨s right。 In actuality�察�we don¨t look for smiles in pictures of bliss�察�
but  rather�察 �for  the  happiness  in  life  itself。  Painters  know  this�察 �but  this  is 
precisely what they cannot depict。 That¨s why they substitute the joy of seeing 
for the joy of life。 
In the hopes that he might pen this story�察�which is beyond depiction�察�I¨ve 
told it to my son Orhan。 Without hesitation I gave him the letters Hasan and 
Black sent me�察�along with the rough horse illustrations with the smeared ink�察�
which  were  found  on  poor  Elegant  Effendi。  Above  all�察 �don¨t  be  taken  in  by 
Orhan  if  he¨s  drawn  Black  more  absentminded  than  he  is�察 �made  our  lives 
harder  than  they  are�察 �Shevket  worse  and  me  prettier  and  harsher  than  I  am。 
For  the  sake  of  a  delightful  and  convincing  story�察 �there  isn¨t  a  lie  Orhan 
wouldn¨t deign to tell。 
 
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336�C330  B。C。�此 �Darius  ruled  in  Persia。  He  was  the  last  king  of  the 
Achaemenids�察�losing his empire to Alexander the Great。 
336�C323 B。C。�此�Alexander the Great established his empire。 He conquered 
Persia  and  invaded  India。  His  exploits  as  hero  and  monarch  were  legendary 
throughout the Islamic world even until modern times。 
622�此�The Hegira。 The emigration of the Prophet Muhammad from Mecca 
to Medina�察�and the beginning of the Muslim calendar。 
1010�此 �Firdusi¨s  Book  of  Kings。  The  Persian  poet  Firdusi  ��lived  circa  935�C
1020�� presented his Book of Kings to Sultan Mahmud of Ghazni。 Its episodes 
on Persian myth and history!including Alexander¨s invasion�察�tales of the hero 
R┨stem and the struggle between Persia and Turan!have inspired miniaturists 
since the fourteenth century。 
1206�C1227�此 �The  reign  of  Mongol  ruler  Genghis  Khan。  He  invaded  Persia�察�
Russia and China�察�and extended his empire from Mongolia to Europe。 
C。 1141�C1209�此�The Persian poet Nizami lived。 He wrote the romantic epic the 
Quintet�察 �prised  of  the  following  stories�察 �all  of  which  have  inspired 
miniaturist  painters�此 �The  Treasury  of  Mysteries�察 �H┨srev  and  Shirin�察 �Leyla  and 
Mejnun�察�The Seven Beauties and The Book of Alexander the Great。 
1258�此�The
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