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itanhallucinationwehequally
tobla；butnohardoneifyoubelievehorulyi
e”
hestoodoverher；asifinreadinesstoseizethefirst
signofherassentpreciselyatthatnt；owing；perhaps；
tohervicissitudesoffeeling；allsenseofloveleft
her；asinantastliftsfroheearthandwhen
thestdepartedaskeletonworldandblanknessalone
reinedaterribleprospectfortheeyesoftheliving
tobeholdhesahelookofterrorinherface；and
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virginiawoolf
houtunderstandingitsorigin；tookherhandinhis
panionshipretuedadesire；like
thatofachildforshelter；toaccepthehadtooffer
herandatthatntitseedthatheofferedher
theonlythingthatuldkeittolerabletoliveshe
lethiresshislipstohercheek；andleantherhead
uponhisaritontofhistriuhitwas
theonlyntinandwas
dependentuponhisprotection
“yes；yes；yes；”herred；“youaccept；katharine
youlove”
forantshereinedsilenthethenheardher
rr：
“orethanido”
“cassandra”hewhispered
“shelovesyou；”katharinerepeatedsheraisedherself
andrepeatedthesentenceyetathirdti“sheloves
you”
sloselfhebelievedinstinctively
eanttohiewas
unabletounderstandulduld
shehavetoldkatharihatshelovedhihedesire
toknohetruthofthis；unknohough
thensequenentassociated
oretook
possessionofhinolongerentof
antiething
greaterthanapossibility；foowheknewherand
hadasureofthesyathybetbutwho
uldgivehiertaintyul
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dkatharine；katharinewho
hadlatelylaininhisar；katharineherselfthest
adredofenhelookedather；hdoubt；and
hanxiety；butsaidnothing
“yes；yes；”shesaid；interpretinghise；
“itstrueiknoshefeelsforyou”
“sheloves”
katharinenodded
“ah；butifeelhoanibesureof
feelingselftennutesagoiaskedyoutorry
istillidontknoiwish”
heclenchedhishandsandtuedawayhesuddenly
facedheranddended：“tellyoufeelfor
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denha”
“forralphdenhasheasked“yes”sheexclaid；
asifshehadfoundtheansentarilyperplexing
question“yourejealousof；；butyoure
notinloveeiealousofyoutherefore；for
bothoursakes；isay；speaktocassandraatonce”
hetriedtoposehielfhewalkedupanddown
theroohepausedatthehe
floeano
havekatharinesassurancenfirdbecasoinsistent
thatheuldnolongerdenytheoverstering
strengthofhisfeelingforcassandra
“youreright；”heexclaid；ingtoastandstilland
rappinghisknualltablecarrying
oneslendervase“ilovecassandra”
ashesaidthis；thecurtainshangingatthedoorofthe
littlerooarted；andcassandraherselfsteppedforth
“ihaveoverheardeveryed
apausesuentrodneydea
stepforwardandsaid：
“thenyouknoeyour
answer”
sheputherhandsbeforeherface；shetuedawayand
seedtoshrinkfroothofthe
“urred“but；”sheadded；
raisingherheadthekissh
ission；“hofullydifficult
itallisourfeelings；ianyoursandneand
katharineskatharine；tell；are”
“rightofurseanswered
her；“if；afterarryanof
suchinprehensiblenfusion；suchdeplorable”
“dont；；”katharineinterposed；“cassandrahas
heardus；shecanjudgeter
thanellher”
but；stillholdingshand；questionsanddesires
hadshedonewrongin
listeningeherdidkatharine
thinkherrightaboveall；didreallyloveher；for
everandever；betterthananyone
“istbefirst；katharine”sheexclaid“i
cantsharehivenhyou”
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“ishallneveraskthat；”saidkatharinesheveda
littleaheysatandbeganhalfnsciously
sortingherflowers
“butyouvesharede；”cassandrasaid“
ishareisoaniknois；”she
added“andiyouve
neverunderstoodeachotheryouretoodifferent”
“iveneveradredanybodyre；”interposed
“itsnotthat””its
understanding”
“haveineverunderstoodyou；katharinehaveibeen
veryselfish”
“yes；”pathy；
andshesnotsyathetic；youveedherto
bepractical；andshesnotpracticalyouvebeenselfish；
youvebeenexactingandsohaskatharinebutit
anybodysfault”
katharinehadlistenedtothisattetatanalysish
keenattentioncassandrasedtorubtheold
blurredigeoflifeandfreshenitsorvelouslythatit
lookedne
“itsquitetrue；”shesaid“it”
“therearenythingsthathellaletoyou
for；”cassandrantinued；stillreadingfroerinvisible
book“iacceptthat；katharineishallneverdisputeit
itobegenerousasyouvebeengenerousbutbeing
inlovekesitrediffie”
theybrokethesilence
“ohingibegofyouboth；hesaid；andtheold
nervousnessofnnerretuedasheglancedat
katharine“tersagain
itsnotthatiidandnventional；asyouthink；
katharineitsthatitspoilsthingstodiscusstheit
unsettlespeoplesnds；andnoereallsohappy”
cassandraratifiedthisnclusionsofarassheonceed；
and；afterreceivingtheexquisitepleasure
ofherglance；hitsabsoluteaffectionandtrust；
lookedanxiouslyatkatharine
“yes；iappy；”sheassuredhi“andiagreewewill
nevertalkaboutitagain”
“oh；katharine；katharine”cassandracried；holdingout
herarhetearsrandoheeks
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thedayotherdaystothreepeople
inthehousethatthenroutineofhouseholdlife
theidrshilberyingaletter；
theclockstriking；andthedooropening；andalltheother
signsoflongestablishedcivilizationappearedsuddenly
tohavenoaningsaveastheylulledandshilbery
intothebeliefthatnothingunusualhadtakenplaceit
chancedthatshilberyhoutvisible
cause；unlessacertaincrudenessverginguponarseness
intheteerofherfavoriteelizabethansuldbe
heldresponsiblefortheodatanyrate；shehadshut
up“thedualfi”hasigh；ando
knooldrodneyatdinner；herthere
soyoungebody
adeyoubelievethatlifeifulshe
gotlittlehelpfroodney；andaftersingingherplaintive
requieorthedeathofpoetrybyherself；she
eering
theexistenozartshebeggedcassandratoplayto
her；andhey