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seesnotexactly;butgropesinregions
thatliebeyonditthefarairelylacked
selfnsdoubtedeered
hispresenceheuldrecallhielf;ofurse;by
aoventbuthus
sheneedednothingthatheuldgiveherandforhi
too;perhaps;ittokeepaloof;onlytoknohat
sheexisted;topreservehealreadyhadperfect;
rete;andunbrokenfurther;herstilllook;standing
angtheorosphere;strangelyillustrated
sos
athothesight;nglinghhisrellection;kept
hiilenthedoorandtheywerewalking
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onagain
butthoughshedidnotspeak;katharinehadanuneasy
sensethatsilenceonherpartwasselfish
ofhertontinue;assheodo;adiscussionof
subjeotelynnectedanbeings
sherousedherselftonsidertheirexactpositionupon
theturbulentpoftheetionsohyesition
shouldliveintheuntryand
ustore
ti;cassandraarrivedtonightfordinner;sheflinched
androusedherself;anddisveredthatsheoughttobe
holdingsothinginherhandsbuttheyptyshe
heldtheutation
“iveleftbagsohegardenshad
nopointsofthepass;sofarassheonceed
shehadbeenostpartongrassthat
heroadtotheorchidhousehad
noitselfintothreebuttherehe
orust;therefore;havebeenleftuponthe
seattheyretraanner
ofpeopleethingthatis
lostdidthisbaglooklikediditntain
“apurseaticketsoletters;papers;”katharine
unted;beingreagitatedassherecalledthelist
denhanquicklyinadvanceofher;andsheheard
hihoutthathehadfounditbeforeshereachedthe
seatinordertokesurethatallwassafeshespread
thententsonherkneeition;
denhahought;gazinghthedeepestinterestloose
goldinsangledinanarroripoflace;there
ehoeof
inticy;theressions
againstatintervalsbut
shedidnotseeatisfieduntilshehaddesureofa
uldnotjudge
itntainedinherreliefandgratitudeshebeganat
oncetosaythatshehadbeenthinkingover
hadtoldherofhisplans
hecuthershort“dontletsdiscussthatdrearybusiness”
“butithought”
“itsadrearybusinessioughtnevertohavebothered
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nightandday
you”
“haveyoudecided;then”
hedeaniatientsound“itsnotathingthat
tters”
sheuldonlysayratherflatly;“oh”
“ianitttersto;butittterstonooneelse
anyhooreaably;“iseenoreason
heredhotherpeoplesnuisances”
shesupposedthatshehadlethieetooclearlyher
hissideoflife
“ifraidivebeenabsentnded;”shebegan;reering
hohadbroughtthischarge
againsther
“youhaveagooddealtokeyouabsentnded;”he
replied
“yes;”shereplied;flushing“no;”shentradictedherself
“nothingparticular;ianbutihinkingabout
plantsiyselfinfact;iveseldonjoyed
anafteoonrebutitohearyouve
settled;ifyoudontndtelling”
“oh;itsallsettled;”hereplied“ioingtothisinfeal
ttagetoeahlessbook”
“hoostsincerity
“tagesaretobehadforfifteenshillingsa
week”
“ttagesaretobehadyes;”shereplied“thequestion
is”shecheckedherself“tsareallishould
;”shentinued;hacurioussigh;“oneforeating;
oneforsleepingoh;butishouldlikeanother;a
largeoneatthetop;andalittlegardenould
grohsodooariver;oruptoa
heseanotveryfaroff;sothatoneuldhear
thenightshipsjustvanishingonthehorizon”
shebrokeoff“shallyoubenearthesea”
“notionofperfecthappiness;”hebegan;notreplying
toherquestion;“istoliveasyouvesaid”
“well;noinued;
“youlloingandagainaftertea
andperhapsatnightyouing
aboutyoutointerrupt”
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“horied
ever”
“onceforthreeyfatherand
therethinghappenedsothati
uldntjointheforthreeirelyby
self;andtheonlypersonispoketorangerin
ashopanhabeardtheni
yrooyselfandi
likeditdoesntkeoutanaablecharacter;ibr 》
afraid;”sheadded;“buticantendurelivinghother
peopleanoanhabeardisinteresting;
hesdetached;heletsgoway;andweknoe
shallneveretagaintherefore;lysincere
athingnotpossiblehonesfriends”
“nonsense;”denhaepliedabruptly
“whynonsense”sheinquired
“beeanyousay;”heexpostulated
“youreverypositive;”shesaid;laughingandlookingat
hihopered;andierioushewas
hehadaskedhertoetoke;hethen
toldherthathehadsettledthequestionalready;hethen
proceededtofindfaulthherheheveryopposite
ofrodney;shethought;hehes
ade;heenitiesoflife;
heonguetiedandaothevergeofobliterating
hisrealcharacterhe;hewas
aphaticandyetshelikedhi
“idontanoredly
“well”
“idoubtakeabsolutesincerityyourstandard
inlife;”heanswere
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dsignificantly
sheflushedhehadperatedatoncetotheweak
spotherengagent;andhadreasonforhesaid
healtogetherjustifiednoanyrate;shewas
gladtoreer;butsheuldnotenlightenhind
stbearhisinsinuations;thoughfrohelipsofan
heirforceshould
nothavebeensharpnevertheless;hesaidhadits
force;shesed;partlybecauseheseedunnscious
ofhisoarydatchet;andthus
baffledherinsight;partlybecausehealh
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force;forreasonshedidnotyetfeelcertain
“absolutesincerityisratherdifficult;dontyouthink”
sheinquired;hatouchofirony
“therearepeopleonecreditsevenhthat;”hereplied
alittlevaguelyheedofhissavagewish
tohurther;andyetitforthesakeofhurtingher;
ortifyhis
opulseofabandonnttothe
spirited;atnts;abouttorushhio
theutterstendsoftheearthsheaffectedhieyond
thespeofhissheseedtosee
thatbeneaththequietsurfaanner;hwas
alstpatheticallyathandandhinreachforallthe
trivialdendsofdailylife;therehshe
reservedorrepressedforsoreasoneitherofloneliness
orulditbepossibleoflovegiventorodney
toseeherunsked;unrestrained;unnsciousofher
dutiesacreatureofuncalculatingpassionandinstinctive
freedoo;herefusedtobelieveititwasinher
lonelinessthatkatharineback
torooyselfandididiliked”shehad
saidthattohiandin