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envelope;andadoptedanexpressionight
hideherstateofndfrorssealsoinstinctof
decencyrequiredthatsheshouldnotallorssealto
seeherfaceshadinghereyeshherfingers;she
rssealpulloutonedraeranotherin
herseareenvelopeorleafletshepted
todropherfingersandexclai
“dositdoehoanageit
hoanage;thatis;tobustleabouthperfect
nfidenceinthenecessityofyouroivities;h
toseesfutileasthebuzzingofabelatedbluebottle”
shesaidnothingofthekind;hohe
presenceofindustryrs
sealservedtosetherbrainintion;
sothatshedispatchedheringsuchasusual
atoneoclocksheofindholy
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virginiawoolf
shehaddealtoingassheputherhaton
shedeteedtolunchatashopinthestrand;soasto
setthatotherpieechanisherbody;intoaction
habrainouldkeep
stephthecroforthehollow
chine;lackingtheessentialthing;thatonewas
nsciousofbeing
shensideredhercaseasshehecharing
crossroadsheputtoherselfaseriesofquestionswould
shend;forexale;iftheotoroibus
passedoverherandcrushedhertodeathno;notin
theleast;oranadventurehthatdisagreeablelooking
nhangingabouttheentranceofthetubestation
no;sheuldnotnentdidsuffering
inanyforppallheo;sufferingher
goodnorbadandthisessentialthingintheeyesof
everysinglepersonshedetectedaflasifasparkin
thebrainignitedspontaneouslyatntacththethings
theytanddrovethentheyoungenlooking
intothellinershatlookintheireyes;
andelderlyntuingoverbooksinthesendhand
bookshops;andeagerlyingtoheartheprice
heverylopricetheyhadit;toobutshe
oneyeitherbooks
sheshrankfrofortheyedtoocloselyh
ralphshekeptonherelythroughthecrowd
ofpeople;angsheuchofanalien;
feelingtheleaveandgivewaybeforeher
strangethoughtsarebredinpassingthroughcrowded
streetsshouldthepassenger;bychance;havenoexact
destinationinfrontofhichasthendshapesall
kindsoffor;solutions;igeseninginattentively
tosicfronacutensciousnessofherself
asanindividual;rypassedtoanceptionofthe
sust
havehershareshehalfheldavision;thevisionshaped
anddilandapieceof
papertohelphertogiveaforothisnceptionh
poseditselfasshehecharingcross
roadbutifshetalkedtoanyone;thenight
esedtolayoutthelinesofher
lifeuntildeathinaisfiedhersenseof
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nightandday
hayitonlyneededapersistenteffortofthought;
stilatedinthisstrangehecrohenoise;
toclithecrestofexistenceandseeitalllaidoutonce
andforeveralreadyhersufferingasanindividualwas
leftbehindherofthisprocess;ohersofull
ofeffort;prisedinfinitelysandfullpassages
ofthought;leadingfronecresttoanother;as
sheshapedheceptionoflifeinthiswo
articulateutteredbeneathher
breath”nothappinessnothappiness”
shesatdooppositethestatueofoneof
londonsheroesupontheeanknt;andspokethe
heyrepresentedtherarefloweror
splinterofrockbroughtdoberinproofthat
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hehasstoodforant;atleast;uponthehighest
peakoftheuntainshehadbeenupthereandseen
theothehorizonito
alterherursetosoextent;acrdingtoheew
resolveherpostshouldbeinoneofthoseexposedand
desolatestationsurallybyhappy
peopleshearrangedthedetailsofthenewplaninher
nd;notsatisfaction
“noherseat;“ill
thinkofralph”
henealeoflifeher
exaltedodseedtokeitsafetohandlethequestion
butsheayedtofindhoklyherpassions
leaptforontshesanctionedthisline
ofthoughtnoandrethought
histhoughtspleteselfsurrender;noha
suddenanddenounced
hiorhiscruelty
“butirefuseirefusetohateanyone;”shesaidaloud;
onttocrosstheroadspection;
andtennuteslaterlunchedinthestrand;cuttingher
atfiryintosllpieces;butgivingherfellowdiners
nofurthercausetojudgehereccentrichersoliloquy
entaryphraseserging
suddenlyfroheturbulenceofherthought;particularly
oexertherselfinanyher
tove;tountney;ortochooseatuing“to
knohetruthtoaccepthoutbitteess”those;
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perhaps;ostarticulateofherutterances;for
nooneuldhavedeheadortailofthequeergibberish
rredinfrontofthestatueoffrancis;dukeof
bedford;savethatthenaofralphoccurredfrequently
inverystrangennections;asif;havingspokenit;she
eother
einitofany
aning
thoserclacton
andsseal;didnotperceiveanythingstrangeinrys
behavior;savethatsheosthalfanhourlaterthan
usualiningbacktotheofficehappily;theirownaffairs
kepttheusy;andshetheirinspection
iftheyhadsurprisedhertheywouldhavefoundher
lost;apparently;inadrationofthelargehotelacross
thesquare;for;afteringafeed
uponthepaper;andhedpursueditsownjouey
angthesunblazonedhedriftsofpurplish
skeedherviehisbackground
eansoutofkeepinghherthoughts
shesaotespacesbehindthestrifeofthe
foreground;enablednoogazethere;sinceshehadrenounced
heroands;privilegedtoseethelarger
vieass
ofnkindshehadbeentoolatelyandtooroughlystered
byfactstotakeaneasypleasureinthereliefof
renuneonlyfrobr 》
thedisverythat;havingrenouncedeverythingthatde
lifehappy;easy;splendid;individual;therereinedahard
reality;uniairedbyonespersonaladventures;rete
asthestars;unquenchableastheyare
arydatchetation
frohepartirsseal
reeredherdutieshregardtothekettleandthe
gasfireshearyhad
draothethegas;she
raisedherselffrostoopingpostureandlookedather
thestobviousreasonforsuchanattitudeinasecretary
ekindofindispositionbutry;rousing
herselfhaneffort;deniedthatshewasindisposed
“irightfullylazythisafteoon;”sheadded;ha
glanustreallygetanothersecre
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nightandday
tary;sally”
theeanttobetakenlightly;butsothing
inthetoneoftheousedajealousfearh
antinssealsbreastsheerribly
afraidthatoneofthesedaysry;theyoungan
anyrathersentintalandenthusiastic
ideas;esorto