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tarilyhtearsheolayhisheadon
hershoulderandsob;edhishairhher
fingersandsoothedhindsaid:
“there;theredontcrytellrying”;
andtheyswould
holdhiikehisthershefeltthathewasverylonely;
andthathe
“honablethisallis”heexclaidabruptly
“areyoutalkingabout”shereplied;rather
vaguely;stilllookingoutofthewindow
heresentedthisdividedattentionrethan;perhaps;
heknearywouldsoonbeonher
erica
“ry;”hesaid;“itotalktoyouhaventwe
nearlydoheytakeaheseplates”
ryfelthisagitation;shefelt
nvincedthatshekneithatheo
saytoher
“theylleallingoodti;”shesaid;andfeltit
neecalessbyliftinga
saltcellarandsbs
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“itoapologize;”ralphntinued;notquiteknowing
ecurious
instinselfirrevocably;
andtopreventthentofinticyfroassing
“ithinkivetreatedyouverybadlythatis;ivetoldyou
liesdidyouguessthatioyouonceinlinlns
innfieldsandagaintodayonouraliar;ry
didyouknoe”
“ithinkido;”shesaid
atthispointtheerchangedtheirplates
“itstrueidonterica;”hesaid;
lookingfixedlyatthetableyfeelings
totobeutterlyanddaablybad;”he
saidenergetically;althoughforcedtokeephisvoicelow
“ifiaselfishbeastishouldtellyoutohave
nothingretodoeandyet;ry;inspiteof
thefactthatibelievesaying;ialsobelieve
thatitsgoodhertheworld
beingitis;yousee”andbyanodofhisheadhe
indi;“for;ofurse;
inanidealstateofthings;inadecentnityeven;
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theresnodoubtyoushouldnthaveanythingtodoh
seriously;thatis”
“youforgetthatiotanidealcharacter;either;”
saidry;inthesalotones;h;
inspiteofbeingalstinaudible;surroundedtheirtable
osphereofncentratione
perceptibletotheotherdiners;now
andthenixtureofkindness;asent;
andcuriosity
“iuworldlya
littlerethanyouthink;anyhowilikebossing
thingsperhapsthatsgreatestfaultivenoneof
yourpassionfor”hereshehesitated;andglancedat
hiasiftoascertainhispassionhe
truth;”sheadded;asifshehadfoundshesought
indisputably
“ivetoldyouiliar;”ralphrepeatedobstinately
“oh;inlittlethings;idaresay;”shesaidiatiently
“butnotinrealones;andthatsattersidaresay
ioretruthfulthanyouareinslliuld
nevercare”sheofindherselfspeaking
theoforceherselftospeakitout”for
anyonehathetrutha
ountbutnotinthe
einaudible;and
tears
“goodheavens”ralphexself“sheloves
beforeshesgoingtocry;no;
butshecantspeak”
thesothathescarcelyknew
hehebloodrushedtohischeeks;and
althoughhehadquitedeuphisndtoaskherto
rryhitheseedto
changethesituationsopletelythatheuldnotdo
ithedidnotdaretolookatherifshecried;hedidnot
knoedtohihatsothing
ofaterribleanddevastatingnaturehadhappened
theore
inhisagitationralphrose;tuedhisbaary;
andlookedoutofthehestreet
seedtohinlyadissolvingandbiningpatte
ofblackparticles;ont;represented
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nightandday
veryheinvoluntaryprocessionoffeelingsand
thoughtsedanddissolvedinrapidsuccession
inhisoindatonentheexultedinthethought
thatrylovedhiatthenext;itseedthathewas
noarryheratonce;noodisappear
andneverseeheragaininordertontrolthisdisorderly
raselftoreadthena
onthe;thentoexane
theobjectsintheshophentofocus
hiseyesexactlyuponalittlegroupofenlooking
inatthegreathis
disciplinehavinggivenhitleastasuperficialntrol
ofhielf;hetotuandasktheerto
bringthebill;byatallfigure
entatallfigure;
upright;dark;andnding;chdetachedfrobr 》
hersurroundingssheheldherglovesinherlefthand;
andthelefthandhisralphnoticedand
enuratedandregnizedbeforeheputanatothe
edtobelookingfor
sobodyhereyes;infact;scannedbothsidesofthe
street;andforonesendlytothe
boood;butshelookedaway
againinstantlyhoutgivinganysignthatshehadseen
hithissuddenapparitionhadanextraordinaryeffect
uponhiithoughtofhersointensely
thathisndhadfordtheshapeofher;ratherthan
thathehadseenherinthefleshoutsideinthestreet
andyethehadnotbeenthinkingofheratalltheiression
issit;nor
eventhinkerelyigined
herhesatdoonce;andsaid;brieflyandstrangely;
rathertohielfthantory:
“thatharinehilbery”
“katharinehilberyean”sheasked;
hardlyunderstandingfroisnnerherhehad
seenheroot
“katharinehilbery;”herepeated“butshesgonenow”
“katharinehilbery”rythought;inaninstantof
blindingrevelation;“ivealharine
hilbery”shekneallnow
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afterantofdostupor;sheraisedhereyes;
lookedsteadilyatralph;andcaughthisfixedanddrea
gazeleveledatapointfarbeyondtheirsurroundings;a
pointthatshehadneverreachedinallthetithatshe
hadknoshenoticedthelipsjustparted;the
fingerslooselyclenched;theplation;
shenoticed
everythingabouthiiftherehadbeenothersigns
ofhisutteralienationsheout;
too;forshefeltthatitruth
uponanotherthatsheuldkeepherselfsittingthere;
uprightthetruthseedtosupporther;itstruckher;
evenasshelookedathisface;thatthelightoftruthwas
shiningfarthelightoftruth;she
seedtofratheogo;shinesona
ities
ralphhandedherheratandhersti;
fastenedtheatsecurely;graspedthestickfirythe
ivysprayilltedaboutthehandle;thisone
saigh
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tketosentintality
andpersonality;andshepickedttheivy
andputthenherpobered
herstickoftherestofitshegraspedthestickinthe
ddle;andsettledherfurcapcloselyuponherhead;as
ifshestbeintrioralongandstor;
standingintheddleoftheroad;shetookaslipof
paperfroerpurse;andreadoutloudalistofssions
entrustedtoherfruit;butter;string;andsoon;
andallthetisheneverspokedirectlytoralphor
lookedathi
ralphheardhergivingorderstoattentive;rosychecked
n