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knowing
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chaptertytwo
jackleanedcloserrachelhereyeballsovingbehindtheir
lids
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ventntinuedforanute；thenstoppedheednothing
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gently；butheheld”dontgobacktosleep；rachelpleasedont
itstitosheagain；usingtheround
bristlebrushbecausesoooldhertousethebristlefilbert
”okay”herevedhishandsandstraightened”youtosleep；
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beensokindastoehereidalsoliketoefora
shots
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ofbeinginvitedbyagallerylikethat；onlytosleepthroughthe
nthing”hesandstoodback；frustrated
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thing
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sodidshedo
sheleftaloheregaveatasteofoedicinewell；i
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sle
raejackbroughtthe
girls；herlidsuof
ightopenhereyesand
spendtherestofherlifestaringatnothingnessthedoctors
uldntgetapupildilation；buttheycalledthisprogressjack
enthepatience
”thatlookstotallygross；”santhasaid”youale
todothingsatalleyelidslikethatarentdoingit
ryingtolookunderthoselidsandsee
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theojackhehershe
thoughthehadsearandwouldbeangry；whenshesaid；
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was”
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noonedidthegirlslessashehehourspassed；
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yaanthasod
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thingsoverandoveragain；badgeringher；beggingher；halfjl
expe
up
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ilboxes；dobingintothe
canyon
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thepotentialhillsboroughdetroit；
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ssagefrohehospital
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again
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toshare；youshare
eon；saitstoodarktoseeahellofalot
iregnizeanythingindaylight”
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herface；jackuldntseesanthasexpressionbutshetuedand
beganinuteslater；overaurseso
circuitousthatjackanthaintended；they
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trunksthatspreadandholloraddledunevenground
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others；ineasyviedhislightateach；saallbitsof
lorfroheirslickers；andtuedoffhislight
thenightoon；nofog；justadense
forestunderahigh；denseverofcloudsthesteadypitpatofrain
asy；as
；hecraved
hesettledback；prayingthatnothinglive；thennearly
diedethinghithisside
hete；”hopewhispered
”shhh
idonthere
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laughed”dait；hope；youjusttooktenyearsofflife”buthe
hadanarroundherandher
se；theybothyelled
”isanthacried；crowdingin”i
an；like；hinkisoutherejasonpuleeze”jackwas
laughinga
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juleonthehillinthephotographthatlayfacedohels
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daughters；orethanafeudandthesllofwood
andrainats；hehadrecapturedsothinghehadthoughtforever
lost
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threeoftheere
sheuldnt；ofurse；unlesssheabove；
butherefused；absolutelyrefused；tobuyintothatnoshewas
stillinaa；andevenifthephoneinhispocketrangtosayshe
hadpossiblyknoheywerehewas
fantasizingagainbutboy；hefeelingreal
itstayedrealrachelheytraipsedbackthrough
theselvesoffshetookashower
atchedhis；helpedhiakehot
goodnightand
follointothebedroo
heshookoffthefantasybedintobed；butitretuedina
flashhesat