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itwas
”ean；hesrethanyoureusedto；isnthelike；hes
totallyolisbarrendantotallyol”annoyancethat
santhafeltshehadseenparinking；dancing；laughingherhead
offoverahalfnakeddancerpaadseenherleavethepartyh
teaguehadshetriedtostoptheno；brendanisnt”see”pabr 》
cutin”ikosit
husatlunch；youbythehatnaturalcurl
；didyousleeptoolatetobloout”shean
angletolook；bouncingontheballsofherfeet”iknohebest
sylistinthecenterhellgetthatstraight”
”idontanthasaidrebeautfulre
you
itethinghertheroo
paadeafaanthastoppedwalking
”astopped；too”itsverylydia”life
isaboutkinganthasaidhapleased
sle
”hey；ihavespanishihavetorun”paossedhershinyblack；
stieetingusfor
lunch；oot”sheasked”becauseifyourenot；thatsiti
an；forgetitihroughstickingneckout
ifyouanthatookalast
goodlookatthestpopulargirlintheclass
shevedakeupno；itsa
blackhead；rightthereonthesideofyouosegarrowsssdoyou
haveaskindoctorlike；ineveeededit；buttheresoneive
heardgreatthingsabout”sheglanigodibr 》
lateseeyouhopetriedtoncentrate；butshehadthatfeeling
sothingriedtodecideheritwas
sothinggoodorbad；sheuldntherheadoofullofthings
thathadtodootherandherfatherhetherhertherwould
hertheydgetbacktogether；hey
did；heydidnt；herrachel
andhopestillssedguinevere；stilloingsachingtohold
her
theclassendedshefiledouththeothers；butheytued
right；shetuedleftsheduandclosed
herselfinastall；butstayedonlylongenoughforthebathrooo
etythensheoutandhehalllikeshehadevery
reasontobeheadedforthedoorgyouholdyourchinupandactlike
youknoyouredoing；peoplehinkthatyoudo；rachel
alalkingaboutgoingtothingslikebirthday
parties；becausehopeknehateveryonearing
there；unlessshepretendedthattheyingforherto
arrivebecauseshehebestpartofthegroupatleast；thats
rachelsaid
hopeheldherchinupandpretendedthereefiledinthe
prinotheringoutsidetotake
hertothedentistshefingeredherjadohesteps；
froohecurbheparentsusuallyed；evenlooked
offdohestreetshecheckedher
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otherwas
lateshefiguredshedtleointerceptherthat
entarysore
offsheshehnfidenceuntilshereachedtheer；
thentueditandranuntilshecatoaspotcha
busnooneelseeantthateitherthebushadjust
eorthereallitdidntrunduringtheershe
uldntreeray
foralongti；shestoodtherehherbackpackonherback；
thinkingthatshesandthatit
titheydidsothingsheshiftedfronefoottotheothershe
satdofoottofoot
likearunnerethingwas
happeningsheknewas
sheshruggedoutofthebackpackando
seeifshehadenoughneyforataxisdeliveredandthe
buscadoheroad
bauerhurriedinsodidbates；on；andeveryoneelseonthe
flooronitorshowed
irovedoxygenation；thegaspinger；andwhileherlips
thesoftpinkthatjackloved；theyelyless
blue
thereightstillbeatose；but
everythingindicineive
longaftertheyillgrinning；breathingoneloud；
relievedsighafteranotheragainstrachelshandthen；becausehe
neededtohugherandithadbeentoolong；heslidhisarunder；
carefullydretedherupperbodytohisshefeltthin
andli；hisryfleshedheroutandgavehershapesheslled
hospitale；hisohreadsofpaintthinner；his
iginationsuppliedliliesheclosedhiseyesonunedtearsand
gaveseveralreiensesighs
hedidntkno
all
herineiling
verygently；hesettledrachelintothepilloouldhaveswo
herlipsorepinkthantheyhadbeenkedherup；
andguessedthatitholdingher；perhapsfroeaessorthe
changeofpositioninanycase；itifyingsight
”steveetheneherinesaid”hewasnearly
asexcitedasietothebed”thisisagoodsigna
goodsign”jackthoughtso；tooasfarasthedoctorswere
nceed；thedicinehadfinallykickedinasfarasjackwas
nceed；rachelhadbeenlisteninginonhisnversationhdavid
andhadreactedhashohewasgrinningagain；
grinningstillhefeltsotired；sogood；soshocked”katherine；i
justdeepsiredjob”
”you”hetoldheraboutdavidsvisit”wellbedissolving
thefir”
”grobesides；
youhaveanayoucanhenever；wherever”
”yeah；toofbigsur；butthatsrachelsturf
foralliknoe”
”isthatyouthink””idontknotothink；sinceshe
isnttalkingyoureherbestfriendyouveheardhersidedoyou
thinkshednsidergivingitanothertry”katherineheldupher
hands”notplacetosay”
”youknoeahint”
arrying”
”rerrying；”jacksaid；sinceita
teonsayit
ibigboy”
”itsnotthatitsthisonecrisisisover；buttheothergoes
on
youeriesofhohebestof
tisbutifitisnteverlikethatagainifshewakes
upandcantalk””hroughthisbefore”
”anentbraindage；sothatshecantthinkthe
oifshecantunderstandittakesto
paint
ortookaal；ordriveacar；orbathe””whyareyouobsessed
eanstoloverachel”
”butistic””iot；”shecried；thenposed
herselfandsaidaquieter”iot；butiuldbeiuldassu
thatnextnthoextyearillfindthattheydidntgetitalland
cancerhasspreadforayearortydiagnosis；ipanicked
everytiifeltapainthenidecidedthathopetero
goichoosetobelievethatilllivetogrothereareno
guaranteesifibeeinvolvedeone；hehastoknohat”
ahhhjackunderstoodshesheoask
stevebauerjackuldarguethatrachelssituationore
trauticifkatherineharecurrenceofcancer；
thereentandressionand；still；thepossibilityof
sogoodtiifrachelentallydinished；therewouldbe
nothing
nothatethingbutitwouldbe
different
heguessedthatduncanhadexperiencedhfaithlifeafter
theaccidentduncanchangedjobsheleaedtodo
thingsaroundthehousehegaveupchofheir
lives；allbecausehelovedfaith
ifthatold；leatheryountainnulddoit；jack
certainlyuld
ohingtrust
thatanyoneelseuldtakecareofherthewayhewould
hesaidaquiet”youdidntansyquestiondoihaveachance
isthefeelingthereorgone”katherinelookedpasthit
sothingandbrightened；thenfroosta