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hecalledhea;thenleanedcloserandcalleditagainheleft
theroooorderanotherlungscaninutes;thenecessary
equipntthethreegirlsouttowalkaround
inthesun
heandkatherineedinthehall
hestuckhishandsinhispocketsandbleafrustratedbreath
”shellkeit;”katherineinsisted”therearetoonypeople
akeherlive”
”thepointisntjusttokeherliveitstokeherwakeupand
behoughtaboutfaithbligh”sheuld
whole
youaskedonceiddothenithinkidbedestroyed”
”ission”noi
uldnt”ethergazeitwasopen
and”barrassed
”nhasrisentotheoccasion;”shedeclaredthewordswereno
sooneroutofheruththanhereyesfle”oh;
n;”sherred;foldingheraronherchest
jackfolloevebauer;alteately
and
thereapritcheeks
”didisssothing”heasked
sheboadeastrangledsound”dontaskthisisso
nottherightti”hedisagreedifthatstrangledsoundshehad
dee”iuldusea
lift
kesle”she
kisserilehelikedthedoctor
theslefadedeant”ahtheoldbreast
thing”shesettledagainsttheagain
shekeptherarfoldedandhervoicelotrytotouch
thebutheatterofti”jack
triedtoigineheifhehoughtabout
raberedarrivingatthehospitalthat
ing;unpreparedforhehinkyoushouldtell
hiifit””byfeelyes
silineinearesalinetheres
adifference”
”thentellhiyoullbetoonervoustoe
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njoyit;ifyoudont”she
deanotherofthosestrangledsounds”yeah;hought
that;too;beforehekissedididnthavetitothinkofch;
itean;hedideverythingright”
”itschestry”
”itistryutilationcankilla
goodthing”shepressedherlipstogetherandthisgaze
”andyoudontoreatstake
thisti”shenodded
jacktriedtothinkofalltheenhehaddatedtheonesbefore
rachelhadntbeenanythingspecialtheonesafterhadbeennice
enough;butjillhefirsthehadviewedasafriendforawhile
hehadthoughtsheghtbeitbutsherachelpoorjill
katherine;either
hardtobelieve;buthelikedkatherinealottotallyasidefroll
thatshegavera;toolike
notellinghihingsheguessedshewould
norllytellonlyanotheranshedehieellikehisopinion
ttered;entfroanasstrongas
katherine
”theresananalogyhere;”hesaid;reachingouttotuckina
henleavingitbecauseitlookedsonicely
undone
”santhaanypartofheritoldherit
antha
thought;sothelossegoesforyouanyn
becauseofyouvebeenthroughisnthyour
while”
”easytosayyourenottheonebaringall”heunderstoodthatit
hadtobehardforkatherioopenherselftothekindofrejection
shehadalreadyexperiencedtallpart
ofaan;andprettyficklethings;dooitthey
sorenstantsois
th;andhursoisloyaltytruthfully
ifsteveeanretoyoung
guystheyreasyolidbelyingifidenieditbutstevesnot
akidhesbeenaroundtheblointhereh
rachel
hedoesnthavetobehereitssundaygiveaguylikethatthe
choicebetbo;
funny;loyal;beautifulaneon;katherine;no
ntesthell;idgoafteryouselfifistillinloveh
ainedunresponsivetotheclotbusterthe
sentinthepassageofairthroughher
lungs;andontheoutside;totheeyesandearsofthepeoplewholoved
her;thesytodidnteasethedoctorsaiditakelonger
heuchlonger
sittinghherthatafteoon;jackthoughtaboutlove;buthe
uldntrelatetoitintheabstract;onlyinspecificseighteen
yearsago;lovehadantspendingeveryfreenutehrachel
seventeenyearsago;itantkingnthlypayntsonasll
diandring
sixteenyearsago;itantrryingher;fifteenyearsago;havinga
child
nlikeaction;katherinehadsaidduringoneoftheirearliest
discussions
hehaddeitintoasenticargunt;butthetruthhathedid
likeaittedthathelovedrachel;heedtodo
sothingtalkingtoher;vingherar;applyingvaselioher
lipsorscentedlotiontoherlegsofthat
heedtobelievesheedthingstoberight
antha
throughherprookay;sohehadcanceleddoctoranddentist
appointnts;buttheyuldbedonelaterrightnoo
paintheneededtofraheneededtobuyac”lchapterty
thecarjackboughtechnicallyatruckitwasalarge;loaded;
fourhpolass;andifcharlie
avalonofflauntinghisney;hedidntcarehe
edthebestforrachelandthegirlshedidntknohe
hellhehadbustedhisbutttokeneyorinthehellhewas
savingitfor;ifnotthis
andheuldaffordithoudio
thatnighthehadntplannedonscrutinizinghisfinances;hadhooked
hislaptoptothedeorthesolepurposeoftransferringneyfrobr 》
oneaingreof
rachelspiecesthegirlsonce;and
santhae;hehadsanthapredrilling
holesandhopeapplyingitersaw
toringthenailsinoncethewood
indwandered
transferringneyhadputabuginhisearso;efor
abreak;hebacktothelaptopandaccessedotherofhisbank
rerdsafteranotherroundoflevelingandbracketingers;he
accessedhisinvestntacunts
hehadntdeliberatelysavedneyintheyearssincehisdivorcehe
silyhadntspentchhealsodisvered;severallinkslater;
thatsanfrancisrealestateeantthat
thevalueofhishousehadappreciatednsiderably
heed;fairlyartedh
nothing�ithlessthannothingoredintothe
equation�ehaddonewell
thatthoughtgavehihesakindofgoodfeelingthatkatherines
nfidinginhiad
herheaddoheable;hesenthertobed
santhaobeexhausted;given
shehadbeenthroughthenightbefore;buthesuspectedshewas
feelingsoofportantasvisitinghrachelwas;
afteraherewasprogress
shedidntsayanythingaboutthepaintingstheelvesgiventhe
strengthofherinitialobjections;heguessedthatoo
ch
heingspeakfor
itselfbythetishefinally;sixpaintings
beingdoneandreadytohang
alone;jacktoifulthing;lying
lorgrass;hthetopofitshead
andbodyoutlined;efurbacklitbythesunrachelhadgoo
thearcticthesuerbefore;estudyingthe
photographsshehadtaken;hewishedhehadbeenalonghefound
printsofal
po;foiledbysurroundingsthatlookedquietandserene;in
thosethingschlikebigsurhefeltrachelsappreciationinthese
prints;inherfieldsketches;inthetolifeh
her
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第81节
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