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talkthingsthroughh”
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littlekidsneediediateresponsebigkids；bigproblerequire
rethought
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riskhersayingthatrachelplyanalyzingandunderstandingthe
past；ratherthanfeelingitinthepresent
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prosedsuchspirithefeltthingshehospital
rridorandtuinginatherrooanticipationpurpose
rightness
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rachelunfinishedbusiness；hehadtoldjillhewas
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chapterfifteen
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eachtinditotherinlaade
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facehadaisturizedgloickteringral
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anstandingatthefootofrachelsbed
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heartthathefelteachtihesaexpectyouhere”
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her；becauseyouedtosparehertherachelis；after
all；herdaughterinlaotherofhergrandchildreneunice
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itsonlyatterofdaysbeforeyoullbeahenyoullhave
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psychological”theyhadtoldjackthat；tooeverythingaboutrachel
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