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第14节
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bealone；thereareotherplacesidratherbeiovingtobig
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diesgone””shee”
”notch”
”hope；shesnotdyingtoday”
”assingsothinghere
”jaootheother
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hertearsandsaid；”shesnotinpainifshethevetdo
itbutiloveguinevere；andsheknoihertokeep
knoalittlelongershthat””nothingjack
said
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senoknoheryoure
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daughteryet；indistasteandsaid；”youre
gonnashaveandstuffbeforeyou；dadyoulookgross”
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boththefridgeandthefreezerinsearchofffeebeansbefore
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thekitchendoor；hopeabitbehindbutchingascloselyas
santhahetriedtosoundauthoritative
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acaroni；openedaneggplantandfoundlittlenibbles
ofsothingheuldntidentify
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affeell”aonsense
thatsitsshape”
”aysyouhavetobreakoutoftheldsotis；santhasaid
”whenareoffeeandashower”
”hoicthingthatwas
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第15节
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